Tuesday, January 08, 2008
ok let's see. monday i screwed up a test. today, i scrrewed up another test. my stupidity never fails to amaze ma. anyway, never had any talent in the dumb module called chemical process principles b. important module with 4 credit points, and i juz threw it away. of all the qns, i could do only a few. guess im really screwed this sem.
when i was supposed to study for the test, i was playing. study also no use. nothing went in my head anyway. today after engineering maths, decided to study after a short game. how would i know thta i would have no mood to study after 1 game? so after my 1 short game, i played another few games. lost count. restarted very often. and so i had no time to study for the test. went in for the test with my brain completely blank. for that test, i pity the lecturer marking it. if he/she can read my extra extra 'nice' handwriting i saved for blank mind occasions, i really got to salute that fucker. no one has ever read my handwriting without a headache, except a small minority. it can also be said that my drawing is as good as my handwriting. so, for some projects, im not gonna do any drawing. leave it to the drawing pro jiao. DNT for 2 years should make his drawing better?
did some thinking on my way home, and decided. i shall tell u guys why i feel so damn fucked up since the start of the 2nd sem of poly life. its all because of a girl. a girl. and those who know me during my primary and secondary school know that i rarely talk to girls. is this a miracle? dun think so. anyway, poly started for a few weeks before i started getting addicted. dunno why. during holiday break, i felt relaxed. the moment i had to come back, i juz started feeling down. since everything, every situation can be described with a song, i shall describe my situation as obviously by McFly. maybe its cos im not very good at this kinda thing?
and dun bother asking me who the girl is. people who know me well dun need me to tell them that i dun reveal much. please lah. im an anti-social bastard. u think i would publicise about her? dun be mad dudes.
Fired From The Gun@1/08/2008 07:33:00 PM
