Tuesday, September 29, 2009
could it be? could it be that im jealous? bleah. who knows?
the lie hurts. the truth hurts. how would u like to be hurt? by the truth? or the lie? hurts either way soooooo, yea. have fun choosing~
Fired From The Gun@9/29/2009 08:41:00 PM
Monday, September 28, 2009
no matter how fast light can be, it will always lose to darkness. wherever light goes, darkness is always one step ahead...always has been, always will be...
Fired From The Gun@9/28/2009 08:43:00 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
have u ever heard voices in ur head? repeating so fast, they become so high pitched. the repeated words...they never change. they just, repeat. forever stuck on a loop, always increasing in speed. fucking irritating. the repetitive monotonous voices. the same smell. that familiar silhouette. its all flashing. at this time. why at this time?
Fired From The Gun@9/27/2009 02:21:00 AM
Friday, September 25, 2009
the pain when someone says they're disappointed with u. that pain hurts much more than when they're only angry with u. it cuts much deeper. alot deeper. it feels like the end of the world when someone is disappointed with u. especially if the person is close to u. extremely bad feeling. not good at all.
results came out. did, pretty bad for it. gpa went up. slightly. pathetically little. at least no forward modules. fyp is, crap. we're doing pract with no method to test our results. equipment can be bought. but, no more budget, and the machine costs minimum 10K. USD. now busy testing loads of nonsence. hope there's a way out.
happy? no. happier? yes. alot happier. why? because...like that lah! hooray for all acts of randomness! lol
Fired From The Gun@9/25/2009 04:59:00 PM
Monday, September 21, 2009
a dream is called a dream because it doesn't come true. i shall carry on daydreaming then. hmph. if everyone is the main character of their life story, then the main character of this story really sucks. if my life was made into a comic or manga, im sure people would buy it just to see how pathetic i am.
Fired From The Gun@9/21/2009 09:28:00 PM
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
welcome to my pretty much fucked-up life.
Fancy a tour? Welcome! Welcome! On the left, ooooo yes. Piles and piles of fucked-up shit. Ahhhhh! On the right. Now that's quite a big pile of fucked-up shit as well~ To the next fucked-up thingy! Ahem ahem. Attention people, there has been a huge spillage of some pretty serious fucked-up shit. Please be careful not to get yourselves covered in that fucked-up shit. This fucked-up management shall not take and responsibility for any fucked-up shit that happens~
and that's the end of the fucked-up tour. time to leave this fucked-up place. and don't fuck yourself on the way out.
Fired From The Gun@9/16/2009 10:25:00 PM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
sometimes, it's not worth it. no matter how hard you try, other people are just not satisfied. to make yourself feel better, you just, lie to yourself to keep yourself going. sometimes, it may be better to give up. should i give up?
Fired From The Gun@9/15/2009 11:23:00 PM
Monday, September 14, 2009
humans are, just animals that have evolved. but still, just animals. the things we do. sometimes, i wonder if humans are better or worse than animals. animals generally do not torture others. humans, well...those who know me should know better. hahaha. humans betray. humans destroy. humans leave waste wherever they go. humans are, just a fucked up species. evolution of the mind is wasted on humans. we invent. yes. great inventions like vehicles. greater inventions like WMDs to show how much power we have. great inventions. can't get over grenades. little round eggs which we throw that explode. ahhhhh and there's bullets! so many types. armour piercing, incendiary, hollow point, blah blah blah. the list is endless. so many bullets that delay death. we just love torturing other people. bullets that expand after entering the flesh, bullets that explode or burn, bullets that bleah, i dunno. so many sick stuff we're great at inventing. hmph. really makes me think that we're a species worse than any animal on earth.
Fired From The Gun@9/14/2009 01:05:00 AM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
holidays now. dunno what to do. everyday, sleep late. wake up early. dunno why also. supposed to sleep in, in the end still wake up feeling tired. wake up, tired, see people i dun wanna see, see things i dun wanna see. feel that alot of people take things for granted. little things. and most of us dun wanna change. the only thing constant is the constant reminder that we would never change. and, its kinda true. lots of people having attachment now also. wanna find them go out slack also difficult le.
Fired From The Gun@9/13/2009 11:06:00 AM
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
i don't understand myself anymore. i don't trust myself anymore. nono. more correctly, i can't trust myself anymore.
Fired From The Gun@9/09/2009 09:17:00 PM
Friday, September 04, 2009
i saw something i like pretty much. an explanation of the word husband.
Husband [Noun]
1) A male spouse.
2) A married couple, who has a female counterpart [wife] who yells at him.
3) Partner
the 2nd choice is. hahaha. it pretty much explains one of my many theories. shhhhhh
Fired From The Gun@9/04/2009 07:52:00 PM
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
is what i want impossible? yes. am i still trying? yes. does that make me an idiot? no. it makes me a first class idiot. why am i still doing it? i dunno. cos im a dumbass? will i continue doing it? obviously. once a dumbass, always a dumbass. bleah. what am i doing?! im supposed to be studying for higher maths...oh well, what to expect from a dumbass...
Fired From The Gun@9/01/2009 09:18:00 PM
