old song. but it makes so much sense. more than i ever had anyway

"Thanks For Nothing" by Sum 41
I'll never take part in the growing population
Or waste my time with further education (hooha!)
Forget what we know, it's just a big show
What they want to control
So jaded and frustrated
It's all so complicated
Fashion, no passion surrounds me

All I know is I've heard this all before
Reality's a bore (is a bore)
You ask me to believe in something fake,
well I can't bring myself to do what
You want me to (want me to)
This is who we are and (who we are)
nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change

I can't take part in the business man illusion,
I'll take my chance in the real world confusion
Don't blame us, who do we trust when they're so dishonest
No patience, this nation's obsessed with exploitation
Lying, denying surrounds me

All I know is I've heard this all before
Reality's a bore (is a bore)
You ask me to believe in something fake,
well I can't bring myself to do what
You want me to (want me to)
This is who we are and (who we are)
Nothing's gonna change

(what!) Don't think you can ignore us (ignore us)
Don't tell me that we're to blame(we're to blame)
Don't pick our future for us(for us)
Or act like we're the same

All I know is I've heard this all before
Reality's a bore (is a bore)
You ask me to believe in something fake,
well I can't bring myself to do what
You want me to (want me to)
This is who we are and (who we are)
Nothing's gonna change

Thanks for nothing (I've heard this all before),
Thanks for nothing (reality's a bore),
Thanks for nothing (it'll never be the same),
Thanks for nothing (and nothing's gonna change)







right. its now 1.40 am. and i have to wake up at 8+ to go dunno wat temple, which i hate. but no choice. forced to go. anyway, going to airport after that. gonna go thai. there nothing to do de. hope i wun be dead bored there. will find food though. food, food, and more food!!! anyone need anything better be fast. eh? no need. juz message me before 4pm can liao.



ahhh its weird. very weird. weird at wat? weird at how work can make u think of the past. and wats so weird about the past? simple. u look back and think how fucked up/guai kia u were in the past. and u get surprised at urself. like me. i didn't know i was such an asshole until today. was jealous of one of my best friend. he know, i know, we both know wat it was all about and yes. im officially still an asshole. ask shorty. he beared it for like 4 years already? going into the 5th year liao. well done shorty. u can tahan me for so long. ur endurance level is high. erm. say wrong. its still WAY lower than ur complaining level. lol.

anyway, work today sucked/rocked. sucked cos manager is a big bastard. use the threat of 'dun give u pay' to make us work more. wat a fucker. rocked cos its slack. this is 1 of the few times my leg didn't hurt after work. and food. yes. the all important food. prawn mee ar, i go kope prawn. soooo damn fucking nice. another nice one is the stingray. barbequed 1st and then fried or dunno wat with sambal. very very nice. ahhh and the deserts. lots of berries. nope not pokemon beries. real berries. strawberries, blueberries and raspberries were sour. oops. that means all were sour. lol.

ahh the place i worked for today was mandarin oriental. the hotel with a fan logo. if u wanna work there, work as a barman. the barman's place, is damn freaking nice. u get to go through a freezer before u enter the ofice. the freezer got lots of soft drinks and juices. in the office are the hard liqours. anytime u want a drink, go office. si bei song sia. somemore those bar ppl are damn fun to be around, although they smoke. lots of smokers in oriental. manager smokes as though cigarettes are F.O.C. rich guy seh. lol.



went out super early today. for a guy like me, 9 am is pretty early. went jiao's house AGAIN to redo some stuff. damn tired since i slept at 2+ after work. hehehe. mj kena trapped at orchard after he missed the last bus home yesterday. anyway, finished and went to eat lunch and go collect my phone. finally my phone is back!!! time to have more fun with my phone. then walked from wisma all the way to dhoby ghaut. juz cos we had cravings for sushi. and then we walked back to mc cafe for coffee. then, jiao was good enough to pei me until 5+. then bo pian. had to go home awhile off laptop. let it rest u see. and i went out like 5 mins after i reached home? went to sp to give yin ling her birthday present. she pop out suddenly ar. damn scary. when u see the no.1 terrorist in DCHE poping up in front of u, u will be damn scared. seriously. lol. anyway, happy birthday terrorist no. 1

ah yes. tomorrow is jamie's bday. so yes. happy birthday to u as well. ha ha all 1 year older, lesser chance for u 2 to grow taller. hahaha



today. busy day. supposed to wake up at 9am. woke up at 10.30 instead. woke up on an empty stomach. very hungry. went to toa payoh meet jiao. ate lucnh. have anyone of u ppl tried eating ban mian, but the smaller version of the noodles, and without the soup. sticky. very sticky. but it was good. went to jiao's house to finish up some stuff. from 1pm++ all the way until around 4.30. then went to city hall. 1 thing. parents sometimes are very very very fucked up. most of u should know that by now. anyway, met my parents+grandparents for dinner. then went to get sashimi for supper. had dunno wat fish in it. tuna for sure. and salmon. shorty should have been there. then can feed him raw fish. lol. u should learn to eat raw stuff shorty. not everything raw causes lao sai u know? lol. going my other grandma's house tomorrow for buffet lunch. great. that means i have to wake up damn early le. after buffetlunch, shorty and i are gonna work our asses off. eh shorty. 4.45pm at somerset mrt ar. u should know how to go hor. DUN GET LOST. ask if u really get lost. lol



ahhh. went to office today. brought kimmao cos he wanna work. and he brought his girl cos she wanna work. lol. well told him not to be late, and he was as expected, LATE. 4 years of experience.mj should know it too. anyway, after that, went to service my phone. damn phone. spoil again. ah well wat to do? gonna collect on monday. damn it lah. waste my time seh. jiao followed me this time. then we went to bugis for lunch before going sim lim get stuff. walked 6 stories. 1 totally useless story in sim lim. the 6th floor. the most ulu floor there. then went to compass point to see jiao char siao jamie. nothing like a real char siao leh. maybe public place jiao shy? lol. yep and then we went mac. to drink his watever drink. lots of milk foam de. and plan stuff. and then we went home. had to meet my sis and mom for dinner. dinner rocks/sucks. the or jian is damn oily. not very nice. its the only stall selling that in my area. and beef soup. that one nice. very nice. wanna eat more good food. anyone wanna sponsor?



supposed to go to acer again today. but rained too heavily. didn't want my laptop to get wet. get wet ar, i KO le. wats the damn problem with my laptop now? every damn time i click a video and drag it to another fodler, the damn thing juz shows an error message. and that sucks. so yes. have to go back to acer after the rainy season. it rains alot. thats good. but not good when i wanna service stuff. not good at all. very bored at home. nothing much to do except sleep and eat and play games. boring. extremely so. but there's no other way to save money. at home, i've got everything i need. food, water, electricity. wat more can i want? lol. and yes. pls tell me if there's any nice movies. old or new. erm, no musicals pls. i juz dun understand how a musical can be a movie. documentaries are also out. animals mating and their behaviour DO NOT make a nice movie.



seems like i've been overnighting quite abit this month. went to kimmao's house this time. no animals to play with. and we played on my laptop and poker cards. it lasted us the whole night. then walked to jalan kayu eat breakfast. sibei the expensive seh. my breakfast alone costs 6 bucks. and walk back to play swing. very long never play swing le. almost got no more swings le. in my HDB area i mean. and yes. slept for 45 mins before leaving. then slept again on the bus home. 45 misn of sleep. next time need to sleep le. or else will be very tiring. simply cos overnight = no sleep. so yes. the metalmanbullet is very very tired. so tired that when i came home, i switched my bloody laptop on, and went to sleep. slept for 4 hrs straight. and thats minimum. gonna sleep more later. tomorrow back to work after a week long break. great. more money. hehehe. anyone wanna donate to me? pls contact me ASAP. lol. hmmm been raining recently. nice weather. rain more pls. i need the rain. not the bloody sun. the sun is bad for health. rain is good!



have been dling lots of movies since i got my laptop. now i dunno want to dl wat le. seems like got nothing to dl for me le. most of my favourites have already been dled into my ipod. anyone got any nice movies to recommend or a format converter? convert files to quicktime format (.mov). i want put in ipod see.

jiao ar jiao. faster organise botak. i want go. wait from last sem until now also havent go with u ppl. only went 1 time with those 7 ppl lor. faster faster. lol



zzz. here to confirm 1 thing. i'm going to bangkok. my sis is supposed go there for some weird sudoku challenge. and i'm supposed to pei her. sianded. so yea. anyone needs anything? NO TRANSEXUALS PLS. other things need see if 铁人弹 got the cash or not le. flying off on 20th or 21st this month. so yea. 1 week and 6 days to think of wat u want. may not have ar. cos 铁人弹 abit broke le. dun ask me buy too many things also. 铁人弹 bringing only a crumpler. crumpler big also cannot store everything de.



some things need not be said to be known. mere observation would reveal everything. that is how obvious the human body is. and i only realised that recently. especially useful in work. work is full of idiots, bastards, and fucked up assholes. all of them can be easily distinguished. those are also quite easy to avoid. the hard ones, are those who are quiet, reserved and do not show any emotions. u juz dunno wat those people are thinking. so yes! new aim. be more quiet to scare the nerves out of people. it can be really scary with a person who doesn't speak. i've tried it before, and it seriously sucks. so get ready to have some bad feelings. whoever that gets to sit near me. heh



right. after work yesterday, chiong to egames to find 2 of my best friends. the shorty, and the kimmao. then wanted to stay overnight at kimmao's house, but shorty cannot. so yea. went overnight at mj's house again. this time was better than the last. TOTALLY NO SLEEP. went lanning all the way from 9 pm++ until 11.30 pm. then took a bus to shorty's house, his house dead le. everyone sleeping. then we 3 playing cards until 2.30 am when we went for supper. went to eat prata and ba cho mee. eat until 4 am. then slowly walk back. went back and played cards all the way until shorty's whole family went out. then went to play water and gym. go back to shorty's house and finally sleep. from 12.50 pm all the way until 2.57 pm. then damn tired and sleepy me went home. and never sleep. so its like 2 hrs of sleep nia. getting more and more extreme le.



after 2 continuous days of OT, im fucking tired. wat's more, 1 day of rest is not enough. hate working as a bloody waiter. it sucks, my leg hurts, and the pay isn't fantastic. but wat other work is there? i dun think there's any other work thats sometimes as fun as a waiter. being a waiter also means having to listen to old people nagging, customers blah blah blahing and chefrs shouting like amd dogs. and the food. yea. dun forget the food. after most dinners, there would be food. warm, not hot. but not touched at all. perfect supper stuff. lol. especially when the chef fries bacon. whoa. work halfway can smell the good stuff and when u eat it, the whole fucking piece of meat is so damn freaking crispy. and its hot too. some chefs are damn cool i think. think i'll work even when school starts. at least, until i have lots of money to waste.



some things, are juz fated to be that way. other things, were changed to fit someone else's destiny. and mine, was fated to be this way. and that seriously sucks big time

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