how much more stupid can i get? other people only have muscle and headache. how i envy them. if there was a way to switch with them. i really would rather get those. those are really nothing. nothing at all...



how would i know? how do i know? i would never know i guess. shrouded in mystery. filled with pain. destined? who knows?



sift the clues. search carefully. think through thoroughly. do all those? for what? do i have a choice? do i even have a chance? who knows?



im speechless. really speechless. i got nothing to say. great. just great. thanks. really. thanks a fucking bunch. ahhhhh. this is some pretty fucked up shit



ahhhhhh. what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck. what the bloody fuck. once again, i'm at a loss at what to do. heck. i don't even know why i'm still doing it. question. what do i stand to gain from that? answer? i don't fucking know. someone please shoot me



one by one, the chess pieces fall into place. little did they know, an earthquake would uproot them all. oh! here comes the earthquake. as predicted. ooooo. all the chess pieces are on the floor now. great. just great. hooray. clap clap clap. curtains close. bye kids. have a nice day. ...



it rained pretty much today. i wasnt at my com pretty much today. bleah. i have a feeling that it would repeat itself again soon.



back from malaysia. malaysia was, boring. malacca has nothing much for me to do. eat, eat, eat. thats all. went there super early morning. reach there, go walk. ate some beef fried rice. beef was super hard. not good. rice not enough chilli. then go eat chicken rice ball for dinner. yucks. that shop sucks. not nice de. then walk. and walk. and walk. and walk. then, go foot reflexology. they say pain. i felt ticklish. lol. press press press, then continue walking. bought starbucks. malaysia's starbucks rocks. add additional shot of espresso, no matter how many extra shots, still counted as 1 extra shot. 1 shot is RM 1.70. i added 3 shots. still RM 1.70 extra. lol. then drink finish, straightaway go sleep. coffee lah. makes ppl sleepy. then tada! sunday morning le. wake up, eat breakfast. breakfast sucks ass. totally yucky. only the beef rendang nice. the rest can rot in the dustbin. sunny side up egg dun have dark sauce to pour. only got chilli and ketchup sauce. ... oh. and sweet soy sauce. ... the stuff there, all coconut milk. lots and lots of coconut milk. those who wanna gain weight fast, pls go to malacca. confirm fat. walk somemore. forgot where i walked liao. ate at some nyonya restaurant. sotong, prawn, fish, chicken, kangkong, tofu. all summed up in 1 word. sucky. ok. enough of sucky stuff. then went back service apartment sleep. and whatever. bought 1 pack of hotdog back. malaysia's budget hotdogs, are totally flimsy. normal hotdog when cooked flick wouldnt move so much. this one, use hot water scald only, flipped down. ... epic failure of a hotdog. dinner was good though. went near hotel to eat. cheese prawn beehoon, claypot tofu, sweet sour chicken, gu lu pork, some vege, oyster omelette and 3 crabs. the cheese prawn beehoon was, power. i never tasted anything like that. so nice. too bad cant bring back. lol. the rest was just as nice. just that, the soy sauce was more sweet than salty. dark sauce was sweet instead of salty too. ... other than that, the food rocks. the chilli crab was sweet too. lol. but its nice. very very fresh. almost every table ate crab yesterday. it really tastes damn nice. went back super full. see tv, sleep. today, morning. sucky breakfast. again. then went back up to sleep and pack. lol. then, go buy more starbucks! now is the guy recommend. since i so mahfan. this dun want, that dun want. they made for me, then give me a slip of paper, say thats my order. just show to starbucks next time. LOL. service better than singapore de. go back, eat noodle. dunno what noodle. lots of fish cake and fish balls in it. then, tada. back to sg. there goes 3 days. poof. just like that. ahhh. done.



MST week sucks. really sucks. why sucks? because it sucks. monday, screwed paper no. 1 already. QAS. almost totally dunno what i doing there. tuesday, study. wednesday, study. today, go paper. mcq stunner. flip back, ... structure qn easier than mcq. wtf. structure qn done in around half an hr. 3 qns. na beh. if no theory qn, sure lesser than 30 mins lor. nvm. done le, stare at the 10 mcq. i have never, ever spent half and hr totally on mcq. today is the 1st day. slept after paper. next paper. pqm. hoho. nice one. go there, do 3 qns. half an hr again. totally dunno what i doing there. finish, play game, see everyone else stress, hand in paper, continue seeing everyone else stress. tomorrow, 2 papers again. ... how nice. 5 days. monday 1 paper, tuesday no paper, wednesday no paper, thursday 2 paper, friday 2 paper. NA BEH. PUT 1 FUCKING PAPER A DAY LAH. wth. fucked up system. like that study pi sia! tuesday study, by thursday all forget le. ...



why am i so stupid? so dumb? so brainless? so blind? ahhhhh...im such an idiot...its so obvious...im astonished at my own stupidity...should have known that i was stupid all along...feel so dumb and useless...

Terence
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