MST week was hell. except for thursday and friday. well, half of thursday and the whole of friday. 3 and a half wasted days doing the dumb MSTs. probably failed most of them. since i wasn't in singapore studying the week before. the only time i studied anything, was 1 day before the stupid MST.

slept badly these few days. probably due to the fact that i've been gaming until early morning. morning means 4am. thats roughlythe time i sleep on thursday, friday and saturday. on sunday, after 2 and a half days of gaming, sunday was probably the time to start on my formal report. formal report in 1 day. i can't even believe myself. i probably dinished it because of karen, wang shuo and sing long. karen sent me her report, and the 2 dudes taught me some theory. other ppl not gonna thank. mostly cos they most probably not gonna read this shit.

everyone i know doesn't go home alone the whole journey. everyone except me. sometimes i meet a familiar face here and there, blah blah blah, but mostly, its just me and my music. everyone has someone to crap with. i dun. last time it was always me, kimmao and mj together at the foot of the bridge. the difference now? not much. walk with either the guys or the girls is the same. crap wat i want, listen to my music and occasionally add in some comment. but the ride home is always alone. thats when the cold air-con comes into the picture. thats the only great part of going home alone. that. and my music. and me. it sucks. anyone that has gone home and/or to school alone, u have my sympathies. the feeling really, really really sucks. to the core. all the way.

weather now's summer. summer sucks too. hot, humid and sleep conditions. if there was only 1 season in the world, i would want it to be winter. then everything would be cool, gonna be dark. that would really be good. then, when i wanna hide, no one will be able to find me. wouldn't that be great? absolutely great.



sometimes when u walk on the streets, u hear some girls getting their boyfriends to pay for stuff. and the guys just take their wallets out and pay for the girl's shopping. like, wtf? like that also can? and some of the stuff is not cheap. some are damn freaking expensive. and still, the guy pays. wow. wonder how many ppl became bankrupt by that method. the new age vampires. suck money out. slurp.



ok. now. u most probably would not see this, but happy birthday ks. after paper, went to JE to eat lunch before pooling. bought ks his birthday cake also. very small. lol. made kelvin buy beer for me. since he also buying lighter to light up the candles. then we went pool. pool with ks was fun. we always miss the balls we wanna hit, and we always give free balls. we lose by clearing all the balls, and win just by waiting. lol. then shift here and there. never play with 2 ppl only. 8 ppl i play with 5 nia. the other 2 cannot play de. donald and kelvin.

anyway, ended pool around 3+? bill was around 9.80 per person. +/- a little of course. and....MSTs are over! time to get screwed by reports! YAY!



didn't feel all fucked up when i woke up. felt better. why? dunno, dun care, dun give a damn. just feel better. jap today was a bag of laughs. 1st lesson where everyone was laughing like mad. and i got a set of keys and a necklace from kelvin. free of charge, left at com lab. then before his GEMS class, wc, me and js di siao him like fuck. make him worry for his mistakes. his face. his face is the best kind of face to make people laugh. lose something. then check again, lose another thing. LOL



i am fucking sick of studying. study until i want puke. not feeling good right now. hate everything. dun want to care about anything. splitting headache, nauseous feeling, sweating like hell. all symptoms im having now. so, i seriously do not give a fuck who u are. will be extra anti these few days. do not attempt to come near me



to study or not to study? i dunno that. never study until the day before the papers. EVERY single one of them. died? yea. died, gone to hell, and back. not happy also wun show ppl my face. why? simple. cos i dun want be trouble maker. dun want make ppl around mad. so, act normal lor. not happy also dunno why. lan jiao. MSTs are like wat jacob said. die then die lor. expected already. why? simple. cos i went overseas the week just before MST started. i need the next 3 weeks to faster pass, and drown myself again.

SIGH

sometimes, u just wanna say. fuck u, fuck him, fuck her, fuck everyone. but u can't. and it seriously sucks. trust me on that even if u don't trust wat i usually say



so much trouble for me since the last post. aiyo. if i know ar, i would never have put those pics up. ithink the only one not poking fun at me is wc. THANK YOU WC. this means that people with similar experiences do not laugh at one another. the rest, please stop publicising my blog. i kena alot already. those who shot me. especially my class one. u all know urself ar. main person to die is of course without a doubt, kelvin yeo. so kelvin, get ready for ur suffering that will come in installments

FOR THE RECORD, I 100% DO NOT LKE GAYS OR TRANS PPL. I'M STILL STRAIGHT GODDAMNIT. DO NOT CHANGE THAT



okok. back from taiwan. those who are interested in taiwan, u may not wanna go after reading this. cos. some places really. i nothing to say. but. if going there for food, go. i came back heavier by 2 kg. zzz.


pictures are not of my own will, except the last one. the rest are either family photos, forced photos, or just join in for fun.



day 1 at taiwan's dunno which airport. dunno what this pic is supposed to be


day 2 breakfast. also dunno where pop out one.


at some rock place. nothing to see there. just rocks, rocks, and more rocks


bench next to a river. was doing nothing, until the green girl at my back came, and took this photo. that green girl is my bo liao sis. very obvious


another one of my sis's bo liao pics. at aquarium place. lots of fish. pity can't cook them. all so big. i think kope any of the fish, can feed me 2 weeks


ok i went taiwan right? supposed to be taiwan's atractions right? so i was thinking. WHAT THE FUCK ARE THAI TRANSVESTITES DOING IN TAIWAN?! and of all the ppl in the audience, they pull me go up. cb. wc if u see this, i say again. i symphathise with u. drag me up liao, 2 of them made me touch their boobs. and they were wearing damn little. look at the 3rd pic. they were wearing that, without the blue skirt thingy. then, after the show, my sis push me go take photo. normally ar. when they take pics, they dun grab ppl's hands and put them on their boobs. right? they once again, grab my hands and u know already lah. no need say. pictures there. oh and whoever that knows this blog, DUN TELL PADINGTON BEAR. later he jealous of me. lol.


yes yes after the show. zzz


why there are 2 pics, i seriously dunno


didn't see this one coming. after the crowd disperse, this one, the one that pulled me up, cling onto me. and my sis ask me grab his/her leg. like. WTF?!


best ride i've ever sat on. at some theme park. damn nice. 1st, they pull u up damn high. then let u suspend there like 5 secs. then, BOOM. 90 degree straight drop. the safety thingy ar, supposed to hold u down. actually, for this ride, it prevents u from flying up all the way. so yea. shoulders abit sore. but damn nice. girls behind were screaming like mad. and i was laughing all the way. lol


this is wat it says it is. turbo drop. free falling. not as fun as i expected. but got good wind all the way up. this one also no warning drop de.


whatever this is, i also dunno.


shilin night market. market made up of food stalls, open air arcade, and wet market area


picture 2. also dunno why retake. just got 2 pics



dunno how to say in english this animal. but its something like protection for those really mad into fengshui. according to those taiwan ppl, im a gold horse. which doesn't make any sense. but they say i need the green thingy, so i grabbed the green thingy. and my sis took it down. 5 colours in total.


and this is the only willing picture i took. at a supermart nearlast day's hotel. this is a can of beer. and the amount inside? 1 full litre. and its NT95 only. sing dollars only 4.50. and i can't get it. cos last minute then see. no time drink.



8 days around taiwan. lots of sleeping and eating. oyster mee sua not really good. but much better than singapore version. jap food there rocks. sashimi taste better than some of sg's. and things there are usually cheaper. i say usually. cos some are more ex than sg. nothing there to buy. only fresh food. crispy chicken. i ate at least 6 packets there. mee sua at least 5 bowls. and their steak with pasta and dunno wat. 6.60 nia. ate 2 packs. so, taiwan is for eating food THERE. not bring back any thing. cos there really nothing to buy. unless u wanted frozen crispy chicken cutlet, which is already too late to buy. and kelvin, the condoms there are almost the same brands as those in sg. so i didn't get taiwan condom for u. dun cry ar. and bird, there the jacket. all black and gold. ur version i think they dun like. cos prison colour. and yea. gonna die for MSTs. but i dun care. its no big deal. and. any questions about taiwan, PLEASE DO NOT COME TO ME. I DUN WANNA ANSWER ANY QUESTIONS. oh well, except some ppl. they know who they are



going away early tomorrow. like, 5.15am. dun think im gonna sleep today. going overseas. taiwan. and, im not gonna take pictures. so dun bother looking for nice pictures. i wun take any. none. zero. i hate picture taking. never did like it since i was a kid. can stare at the stupid flash though. so. yea. have fun spamming jiao and suern. and kelvin and karen, peace pls. no war between this missing period of mine. go his place for war. not here. ok? good.



1 funny thing i realised over the years. cute and beautiful girls are mostly short. yes. short. rarely do you see cute and beautiful girls that are tall. i'ld say about 80% of those kinda girls are short. its either cute, or beautiful, but rarely both. zzz. why? whY? wHY? WHY? and why must i be so tall? never thought height would be bad. tall is good for staring down ppl, avoiding confrontations and being a lightning rod. when u are tall, people rarely dare approach u unless they know u. i dunno why. that made me antisocial during sec sch. going onto buses and trains, when i hit the railings or the door, it caused a laugh for my friends. that was still ok. but when u hit 1 too many times, it hurts. man it hurts. yea yea i get to slack at the back of the class and all. but i learnt very little, its amazing i passed most subjects. and i almost always get caught for doing something under the desk. teachers always look at the back row. made me wish i was shorter. zzz.

for all my life, i only liked 2 people. and they're taken already. zzz. guess i'll always keep quiet. never liked commotion. unless im not involved, and there's something nice to see. otherwise, i'll just keep quiet. gonna be more quiet starting these few weeks i hope. clam shells going up. up, up, and away!



back from the camp. now i will say 1 thing. terence tan will not go for any camps that wake him in the middle of the night, and not give him weapons when playign games. resident evil at 4.30am without weapons is totally crap. zombies are imba. WHERE THE FUCK IS THE BLOODY CHAINSAW?! that is the question. no chainsaw, no machine gun, wat else ar? and everybody too high already. almost like on drugs. i think me, kelvin, cc and alvin were the only normal people there who actually felt tired. the rest. totally mad. trust me on that.

came home from sentosa today. those camp ppl went back paya lebar dunno wat sch. forget liao. that was after sentosa. captain's ball without chair is not fair. lol. kelvin, salt water is good for u. we will drag u down again the next time too! went out of sentosa. didn't know such a short journey i also can sleep. usually sleep long journeys nia. then went home. lucky me. went down got bus home le. reached home, hung up all the nonsence clothes used, faster bathe, and went to my brandy. i didn't drink for so long lor. missed it so much. not gonna share the rest with ANYONE. ITS MY PRECIOUSSSSSSSS. just woke up after collapsing on my bed for a long time. will be going for gaming. blogging cos kelvin and paddington bear daoing me. zzz



well done. today to wednesday i will be having a camp. then thursday pack another bag, friday go off again. zzz. well done indeed. and there are still reports that i need to do. FMA, PI and wat i forgot. and there's MSTs too. crazy. seems that i've gotta bring notes OVERSEAS to STUDY. read the 2 bold words. study and overseas. wow. ppl go overseas for holidays. i go to study during a holiday. WOW. im such a pro.

anyway, no time to update for 2 weeks since im going here and there, blah blah blah, main point is, have fun spamming or watever. bye kids!



went to school again today. went to do report. and who did i meet? wee chuan and jie sheng. a bear and an 8 year old kid. wow. and so, NO REPORTING. just gaming. after their lunch, just nice kelvin come. ai seh. 100% no need do report liao. lol. pure gaming sia. from 1230 around there, we game until around 7. 1st was anime fight. cb that one wc pro. cannot fight de. then when we got sick of anime fight, it was time for footman frenzy. that one, learnt that sacrificing ur teammate will let u win the game. and js was always the sacrificial lamb. lol. then after kelvin and me failed to win them, we went to autumn crossing. fucked up td. leaked alot. must learn to build towers to stop those 2 fat asses. after lv 20, which we failed to win, we went pudge wars.

highlight of the day. pudge wars. starting was js and wc against me and kelvin. lol. laughed like mad. kelvin's ass was pawned badly. headshotted. everytime he about to come back, wc or js fire 1 shot. then just nice intersect. and then kelvin died. then wc died thanks to js. lol. played afew more rounds. me and wc 1 team, me and js 1 team. result all same. all also lose. thanks to kelvin. but we were laughing and cursing each other all the way. last round was me and kelvin again. at 1st got owned by wc. then we owned them back. damn funny. stomach pain.

guess today was a better day after i got pissed of by my parents. laughed alot. good for me? i dunno. guess not. since i didn't do my report. wanna copy somebody's. anyone wanna give me?



went to sch today to try and get info on the stupid BIA formal report. then i found out i got the damn book at home already. fucked up. then after doing report finding, and dota session, got owned in 2 matches. sian. went to mafia CEO house get camp form. after that, went home. forgot to go get my stock of can soup. so now no food for me.

parents are once again, fucked up. everything was fine when there wasn''t questions about my friends. now, ask here and there. fuck lah. its like they are MY friends. not YOUR friends. why the fuck would u wanna know about them? gonna give them money? parents are crazy. and camps. most camps dun cbcb. some camps leh? cbcb until there's no tomorrow. FUCKED UP. wish there wasn't a need for parents now. maybe i'll live to regret it someday for saying that. but definitely not today.

feeling irritated today. DO NOT disturb me unnecessarily. the probability of me exploding is high. KEEP AWAY.



ok this is super not like me. but i am froced to do this. bear with me ya?

1. How long will you wait for someone you love? see my mood

2. What do you want to do now? kill all my lecturers. for making my holidays suck

3. What will you be doing at 6pm? its already over. but i was watching tv

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes? abit obvious. who doesn't?

5. Where do you wish to die? i would prefer not to die

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after th rain? no

7. What impossible things you wish to do? get richer by millions 2 seconds after i finish this list

8. Your darkest secret? and why should i reveal that?

9.are you happy with ur life now? what do you think?

10. What if your crush asked you out? most probably won't. dun bother asking

12. What feelings do you hate the most? embarrassment?

13. Do you cherish every friendship of yours? nope. not all. definitely

14. What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks? nothing good to look forward to

15. The most important thing in your life. ME!

16. Who do you hope to always be there for you? nobody. depending on oneself is always better

17. Do you find life meaningless? yes. life is meaningless. we wake up, go to work/school/watever, finish all the crap, go home tired, sleep, and repeat the process again. wat do you think?

18. Who do you love the most? someone

19. What's the most gross thing u've done? does roasting a grasshopper count as gross?

20. What's your greatest wish? to have more time

21. what do you love best about yourself? being myself

Instructions: Remove one question from above and replace it with your own.Tag 8 people, list 'em down at the end of th post.Notify 'em in their chatbox that they've been tagged!

ahhh question change ar? dun care lah. be creative. do wat u want. ask something that u not gonna paiseh urself can liao. thats if u gonna do the list

ok i dun care who does or doesn't do this list. u wanna do, do. dun wanna do, its fine with me too.

am going overseas soon. wish i could just not go for the trip, and take the money for my own usage. the money for air ticket, spending money all those. blah blah blah. and the list goes on. that way, i would have more time slacking. instead of studying for the dumb MSTs on the aeroplane, bus or watever crap transport im taking. and the worst thing is. im not taking a SQ flight. omg. that seriously sucks big time. haven't taken SQ flights in a damn long time. more than 3 years that i can confirm. and i wanna service my damn phone. zzz. need more time. sigh



went to cut hair today. now super short. yay. not hot anymore. can spam wax liao!

after cut hair, and before, went mj house. after cut hair at bukit batok dunno where, went mj house, watched bleach movie again. want the new one. zzz. then mj's parents insisted i go dinner with them. so i went. and got treated to dinner. ok yes imlame. that does not need to be said. watever. i've been so tired these 2 weeks. i dun understand why im so tired. muscles aching, eyes keep on trying to be closed, and always waking up late. sigh

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