heh. morning shift really sucks after all. set alarm at 5 am. woke up only at 6. and i wasnt woken up by ringing tones. i was awoken by vibration. sucks. morning shift can be summarised with 1 word. HOT. the freaking sun burns. and dunno which faggot company. let off gas around. i think my life shortened maybe 1 year. start this and that. from 9.30 to 11.30. then, of course nothing to do go eat lunch right? right. so lunch until 12. best part comes next. for the next around 4 and a half hrs, the 4 guys from SP in group 3 were crapping away. with other people. from other groups, blah blah blah. totally no need to do stuff. we heard alarm, thought got something fun to do. heh. the trainer told us to go back sit down. so we slacked for 5 hrs straight. nice right? then our trainer came back. said steam pressure too low. call SUT (forgot means what liao. cant be bothered) to increase the pressure. lol someone took the walkie talkie and press the PTT button. everyone almost immediately laughed lah. lol. if a walkie talkie can call SUT, then a phone can call all the way to the moon liao. lol. then nvm. use the proper phone to call SUT, trainer ask the guy put on speaker mode. the guy pick up, groupmate said "SUT AR?". super loud. i think the SUT guy kena scared. everytime he speak, got 1 sir behind. like this. okok got 2 guys. 1 is my groupmate, the other is the SUT guy.



no time. no time. no time. seriously no time.



there are 4 types of people in this world. those who know what to say, and are good at doing stuff, those that know what to say but are not good at doing stuff, those that are good at doing stuff but dunno what to say, and finally, those that are not good at both. the ranking is also in order. people who can crap their way through would be ranked highest in 1st impression they give to others. those who dunno shit, score the lousiest. me? how to say ar, it depends on my mood. sometimes i can speak well, and sometimes i can only do stuff. oh well. 1st full pract day. lets see. it was quite ok i guess. 1st half in the slight drizzle was good. just abit boring. then after dinner was the lab part. i was doing the boiling point of the thingy. simple distillation but got good answers from the qns i asked. pretty satisfied with today. 



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regretting certain things. still, its done. can't be undone anyway. shall live with it. no big deal actually. just gonna start doing the same thing all around. today's pract was ear ringing. we set off the fire alarm. just to see how a sprinkler sprays water ar roughly 15 bars. thats roughly 14.8 times the atmospheric pressure. the water spray out at 1st got nothing one. then become mist. then suddenly all the water rush out. then go reset the thing, found out that area flooded. water everywhere. quite boring pract i would say. other than water gushing out everywhere, we did nothing else but walk. walk and walk all around the plant. see this thing, see that thing, ask what those things do. lucky i never bring paper again. otherwise bring for nothing. ah yes. and of course. tired



heh. set a record today. and a fucking good record at that. distillation tower. 30+ metres. and im the 1st one in this batch to go all the way up. in wet condition. was no kick. just that the tower was swaying quite abit. not scary though. fun. next time i climb that thing, i swear im gonna bring a marker up with me. got a clear view of how rusty the whole damn thing was, and at the same time, got quite a pretty good view of the surroundings. well worth the scolding we got when we got down. trainer got pretty scared. but we got the permision of another trainer. oh well, can't help it. damn man. if only everyday climb that tower. this is so far the most fun thing CPTC offers. sian. tomorrow gonna get stuck in the control room. hope it fucking rains like shit tomorrow. screw all those not in my group! may they have rainy days when we are not doing practical with them! and when they go and collect raincoats, hope they find a cockroach too!



monday, tired. today, tired. predicted outcome for wednesday, thursday and friday? tired, tired and tired. at least today was abit more fun than yesterday. yesterday we did line tracing. spent time walking around finding for little stuff. today, compressed air and nitro system. the only fun part is when the trainer switches on the nitro outlet. can see the pipe freeze. wipe away with glove, the glove came out super cold. if only they used the liquid nitro in the auditorium aircon. the 1st 3+ hrs before the practical are wasted in the auditorium where we all feel like sleeping. have never been this tired before. even staying overnight at ppl's houses were pretty ok. want a feel, come diploma in chemical engineering in SP. u will die there. the food there also. almost the same stuff everyday. fried chicken, fried fish, tofu, whatever. lucky their sambal chilli is good. otherwise can die eating the same stuff everytime. and the uncle. the uncle dunno how to do business sia. only think of saving money. the auntie better. got give extra de. another thing. everyone having holiday, usually is stress free right? even for attachment, there's still the pay to look forward to right? for us, we have no pay, have to study every weekday, have drawing test, mid-sem test and final test. how "nice" this holiday is.



what a fucking idiot + asshole fucker i have for a father. its self explainatory. i shall not explain more. his presence is starting to piss me off badly. are all fathers like that? if so, this world is a fucking sad place. however, i think that there are better fathers in this world. what the fucking hell is wrong with my life? seems that its true. everyone that lives is at all times in a fucking huge pile of stinking shit.







guess im starting to be overstressed. nearly hyperventilated today. stupid ppe was just nice, sit down also weird. somemore so warm. nearly died from the heat. lucky whole day in auditorium. if out at plant, gg. somemore needa wear safety shoes. look and feel like an idiot. lame ass lecturer too. having lecture on safety, she come in try to cbcb us. made lots of noise. but, noise has to be dealt with as noise. so, nothing went inside my ear! best part, it had totally nothing to do with us. delay our time for so long somemore. lucky lecturer teaching us told us some funny stuff. laugh until peng. whole day kena taught by that same lecturer. he kinda rocks. 1st lecturer there that wasnt lame. too bad he not in charge of my group. tomorrow needa wake up earlier sia. those fags at cptc go shift the bus timing earlier. zzz. at least got my seaweed to look forward to tomorrow!



sigh. and so my holiday of misery starts. woke up early. for what? lol i dunno. i just woke up, and cant go back to sleep. stuffing videos into ipod. stuff anime and 5 movies in. now for the 1st 4 days no need to wear contacts le. all the way in auditorium. stuck there from 8 plus to 5 daily. sian jipua. this is the 1st time after sec sch life that i have to wake up so early. this is almost pure madness. weather at 4 am is good though. lets just say that there is no need to use the fan. if only day time can be as cooling as now. although others may just say this is plain cold, i feel nothing much. maybe i grew kinda immune to cold? ahhh well. cptv is such a waste of money. other attachment have company buses to send them inside jurong island. they got food provided. they got allowance. and a high allowance too. infinite times higher than ours. their benefits far outstrips ours. and they are not even in poly. what. the. hell. ITE people studying chemical dunno what go to exxonmobil to work. that really sucks ass. why cant we go there to work as well? sometimes, what sp offers, i dun quite understand the rationale behind it. kinda nonsency all the time. what can i do anyway. so suay choose wrong course. thought can play chemical, in the end cannot. thought there would at least be allowance during itp, in the end dun have. sigh. should have gone to dcp with jie sheng. at least can play with chemicals and get paid. oh well, at least i know 6 classes are suffering with me. not gonna be free this whole damn month. gonna be freaking tired

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