HAHAHA. finally i accomplished a few things today, although mood wasn't that great. was feeling damn tired since 9pm last night. went to sleep and woke up at 11pm. then i went sleep again. stupid me, cannot sleep, woke up at 3am, play com until 5am then i went sleep. AGAIN. and now, at 11.11pm on the last day of my exams, im tired again. and i still need to try some gaming things.


finally went to botak jones. the fries there. more like wedges instead of fries. someday. someday i'll go back with the rest of the class. and the stupid jiao. ps me again. sigh. the people that went today were like the advance scouts. go in as testers, and i'm one of them. wat i can say is this. the chicken, is OVERCOOKED. but the fries are awesome. superb fries. ahhh lets list out who went as advance scouts for my DCHE class. there was me, kelvin (my current armrest), kai sheng (the heptapoint mian bao superman), jie sheng (ursadington), wee chuan, wangshou and sing long. the last member wasn't from DCHE, but what the heck. its. karen from DCP! lol. sounds like i'm mad liao.

before the trip was the last exam. stupid engineering maths. easy a maths part, super difficult physics part. now my 88 and 94 for tests are around useless. sigh. then after exam got no mood le. at mrt on the way to botak, i listen to music, ppl say i emo. wat the hell lah. pls. i'm not kelvin. lol. kelvin, pls dun be offended. but u seriously too emo. but yea. abit no mood lah. until botak, when i shared table with sing long, kai sheng and jie sheng. funny lunch. perfect receipt for laughter. i juz found out at botak jones, u get a free Mr Terence. wanna see the receipt find me. lol.

after botaking, went back to poly. we are mad. we refers to me, kelvin, wee chuan, sing long and wangshou. we 5 are mad. seriously. dota for minimum 4 hrs. played until si bei de lag. always same team. i n kelvin against those 3. eyes got tired, then kelvin psed all of us. i think he trying to imitate jiao. the no. 1 ps kia. lol.

was thinking of something. people always say 'fuck you' to me. i dun understand. which part of me is so popular that so many people wanna fuck me? lets see. im anti-social. thats already a minus point. and 'fuck you' comes from almost everyone. guys AND girls. and i've been a good boy. haven't fucked any of them. LOL. pls refer me to IMH if u want. exams over, mad bullet takes over the controls. hahaha



ahha. 2nd last exam paper at 2pm today. hate the module more than ITM. stupid cppb. dun understand most things. tomorrow i go exam room. 100% sleep de. if i never sleep, means i finish fast, then run out study EMI liao. another module got almost no hope. the physics part. damn hard. dun like the physics. the A maths part is easy lah. dumb physics. this sem my GPA 3.5 i say is really impossible le.

went collect my phone today. ppl at sony ericsson are great. i sent my phone for minor repairs, they give me a new screen, since mine got scratches, and this phone doesn't have any. the crack on my plastic, they changed it for me also. wow. they are either too rich, or they offer really damn good service. i think its the 2nd one.

after i collected phone, i went mj house. again. this is the 2nd time in lets see. 3 days? wow. its great going his house today. got gatsby pink moving rubber to play. damn nice to use lah. the wax. i use abit can stand alot. my wax. i use alot, still cannot stand. i wanna try the orange one. shorty said its ultra hold. better than his. hmm. sounds nice. mj i really like to go ur house. everytime go ar, sure see chio bu on the way one. dunno why leh. but ar. wilson around ar, no more chio bu see le. must take bus alone then can see de sia. lol. ur area is wat? solo then can find chio bu one ar? lol

been wondering alot these few weeks. all the things going on. some damn obvious, some not so obvious. my question to all is. why can't we play nice? why got so many conflicts? good friends should be good friends. classmates should be classmates. seriously. are humans that fucked up? or is it just me being dumb?

anyway, will talk more on CPPB exam later. maybe around 11pm? watever.



yes yes im back from exams. stupid paper. see le dun understand. can pass i think. the qns i see, i think, i cannot think of how to answer. always the same case for CPPB de. stupid module. glad to be rid of u. knn. waste my time nia. left EMI. easya maths, difficult physics. sigh. sucks man. but. after that EMI paper, I'M FREE TO WORK. lol. wanna chiong. then can pay debts and get some new stuff. i dun think i got lots of time this holiday to go out with my friends. if cannot go, im really damn sorry, but i need the money. seriously. i've been broke for a damn long time. tomorrow dunno whether wanna do port forwarding on the modem. see my mood bah.



yesterday i went job hunting. actually, its job applying. went with 1, 2, 3 and 4 people. forgot my IC and my passport sized photo. how dumb can i be? anyway, they said. my hair too long. WTF?! i keep for so long then cut?! and i so wanted to keep my hair until longer. sigh. went cut it today. AND I STILL DUNNO HOW TO STYLE IT. now im going to need lessons. sigh. and i still no mood study cppb. i dun wanna fail it, but i dun wanna study it. how? can someone switch cppb knowledge with me? willing to let u live for doing that.



went to qss today. woke up fucking late. 10.30 am. cant help it. slept at 4am. went to find mj and his friend justin. they were outside the staff room. its so quiet there, and we were talking. went fro lunch blah blah blah. all unimportant. mj got new hairstyle. justin n i tried to make his hair for him, but he kept putting it down. damn u mj.

went back to qss after lunch. sit until 2, then i followed them to their class. the moment i sat down, mrs soh, their form teacher started to look at me, then check the attendance list. i was like, shit mj u should have sat in front of me. then got back their results. mj, im so proud of u. u didn't fail maths like i thought u would. good job. bloody hell same L1R4 score as me. COME MY COURSE. lol. wilson even better. out of nowhere, pop out as third of whole normal level. knn. then he go take photo with p n vp. p is a bitch. can speech so damn long. former qss ppl should know.

congrats to whoever else that took o levels, or watever. hope u got a good grade for ur english wee chuan. lol. i dun even think he will find this site, but what the heck. lol



damn it lah. stupid ITM. early morning stress my brain out. then go in the venue, the info ar, almost everything leak out. like my brain got hole like that. knn. if this sem i can get D+ for ITM, i happy enough liao. cb mcq screwed, short qns screwed, long qns, no need ask. also screwed. this paper sucks man. kelvin and teri spot so many qns. ALL I FORGET. na bei. then all come out. good for them lor. who ask my memory so bad.

but, i remembered the gummy bears. this means, studying something i hate, i sure forget. nothing to do with studies, i will remember. its confirmed. my theory rocks man.

tomorrow going back qss. need wake up early again. sian. somemore dunno whether i wanna go back poly study leh. next exam on next thursday, i feel like slacking leh. but cppb is another fucked up module, and my EMI not very good yet. this sucks man. hate studying. can we play instead?



IOC exam today was ok. the parts that were easy were damn easy, and the parts that were hard, were not that hard. the lectureres were damn bloody kind this year. hints all over the qn. like. is amide acidic, neutral or basic. i forgot the answer. but it was neutral for sure. kelvin confirmed it. they gave big clue. amide is neutral in the lecture notes. i see the qn, laugh at the lecturers. they must damn damn damn want us to pass this year's exam. lol. got a few qns i got problem with. but who doesn't? right?

damn it. tomorrow is my death. ITM chapters A all the way to K. thats so super wtf. want me memorise all those things when my memory bank already full. i can remember things properly. just not when they are studies. other stuff. i 100% remember. unless, obviously i woke up late or wat lah. stupid ITM. pure hard memorising. good for those ppl brain got copy paste function lah. too bad for ppl like me. sian.

anyway, wanna say sorry to su ern. yesterday ar. too funny for me. laughed too much, so couldn't think straight. and to evil twin. sorry leh. woke up late. forgot the gummy bears. lol. i'll try not to forget tomorrow.



ok now i know i said im not gonna blog until 31st jan. but, today is the 1st time this year im sick. so sick ppl should do weird things. like, breaking promises. lol

ok. back to business. went to study today. damn boring. few ppl go nia. can count even with my fingers. normally got more. but, all the girls go library study, so numbers already dropped. by 4? yea. and then this jiao. pang seh me and go join the girls. eee zhong se qing you. LOL. my chinese improved. wow. eh u see le dun angry ar. joke nia ar. DUN SABO ME ANYMORE AR. then since T4 is such a hot place, me, kelvin, heptapointer, wee wee and karen (my cancer buddy. LOL. such nice time bullying kelvin. hahaha) went to somewhere to study. did 1 ioc paper. quite fast. but like my style, mistakes also alot alot. so yea. got good and bad doing fast. good is, complete le can run out, can sleep, can do watever i want. bad is, the amount of mistakes. 1 kind sia. careless like hell. but did it quite fast according to my usual standard.

after study, went to meet evil twin. she needed go ahmah house, nobody pei her take bus, so since i going same direction, waited with her lor. on the bus, saw a BLACK couple behaving intimately. so gross lah. evil twin and i down there laughing at them lah. then when reaching my stop, 2 ladies sit down. next to me. i immediately show evil twin this. o.O she like immediately laugh lah. sigh. evil twin today talk to me, no time see if got chio bu on strets. lol. but got friend talk to as well. same as studying. got good and bad. this one can very obviously see where good and bad lah ar. no need me say. unless u admit u are nooblet-shit-cake-rest. LOL.

AND

su ern is mad. 100% confirmed liao. for no reason, she go tag nooblet-shit-cake-rest. then, got 2 ppl make new friends, and i in their conv laughing like mad. this is the dope dudes. u want madness in ur life, go my blog, tag kelvin and suern, BUT, dun expect me be middleman help u do conversation. i dun wanna laugh to my death like today. stomach now very pain. laugh too much le.

su ern, next time, pls pls pls for heaven's sake DUN kachiao anymore of my friends ok?



today is yifan's bday celebration. nothing much. juz went city hall. as usual, late ppl. and its one of the few times i'm late as well. then went marina square. eat lunch le (only 2 ppl eat nia). we went arcade. see owen playing drums and guitar. arcade style. very funny. then went to play pool. i think, this is the only day i could win a pro. yifan shoot all the ball, then shoot the black ball into wrong pocket. then yay i win. the bday boy suicide. lol. play liao went to open space let yifan have his bday cake. PINK CAKE. lol. no pics of it. didn't know burger king sells such a nice burger. ate dinner there. quite full lah. 7 bucks well spent? dunno, since it was over my budget, but then again. wat the heck. money can always save. enjoyment, cannot keep for later de.

collected my christmas present from yifan also. christmas i never bring bag, left it in his. lol. so he gave it to me. again. picture of it is below.

the final fantasy dunno wat character




i dun want to study anymore. so many topics to cover. and i havent even started. damn damn damn. ah watever. this blog is gonna be dead this week i think. no time for such small things when big things like studies are affecting my mood. erm, not this week. i think, safe to say im not going to do any blogging until 31st jan. dumb exams. taking up my time. oh 26th im going orchard find job. any of u ppl wanna come with me sms me or give me a call. i need to arrange with my 'supplier'. right. so now im going to need to study. dun wish me luck. never believed in it.



went back to poly today. just when i could have been sleeping at home. but nevermind. followed mj around the school. was super boring. but i got a damn cool thing from mj. thanks shorty.


the thingy mj gave me


and sorry to kelvin. joined ur game, only to drag u down. sorry lah. today i siao siao le. cannot think straight liao.



went to my 1st movie of this year yesterday. AVP 2. hoped it would be at least as nice as AVP. wasn't so. out of so many predators, only 1 went to fight the aliens. it was like a solo guy against 1 whole army lah. kena injured also never mind for it. then out of nowhere, 1 huge bomb come down from a fighter jet. then all die. damn spoiler lah. but, yesterday was fun. after classes, went to meet 3 of my good friends. mj, wilson n pl. with these 3 around, entertainment is always there. never a dull moment. especially with my customisable armrest(mj). i think kelvin cannot customise de lah. only mj can. we went play lan with pl's friend. that guy, can never be defeated one. anyhow anyhow also can win. we kena bullied. went to movie after lan. we brought food in and those people never check our bags, as usual. after the disappointment, they went lan. AGAIN. they damn rich lah. they played until close to 11pm. wilson and me sit there do our things. let those 3 rich kids play.

as for today, it sucked. i woke up late when i was supposed to get my lazy ass to poly. got woken up by jiao and his hp. vibrated through my pillow lah. went there feeling sleepy again. guess schooling environment is like that. finished the rwp presentation slides within 4 hours. guess rushed work is always the best. done fast and simple. and now got to stress my memory again. stupid rwp. need do presentation to the lecturer. argh fuck it. then tuesday getting back ccpb results. 1 day of dying for me. the metalmanbullet is gonna melt under that much stress lah. walao eh. STUPID DUMB FUCKING MODULES.



today, something happened in school. it was jiao's birthday(bird day). had to delay him from going fc 3. then a group of us 6 walked to fc 3. us equals to me, bird, kai sheng (hepta-pointer), wee chuan, sing long and wang shuo. it takes 5 people to delay a bird for around 10 mins. in total got 10 ppl excluding the jiao. dun feel a need to list them all. u know urselves. found the girls and jacob. they had already prepared the bird day cake. how thoughtful of them. anyway, we lit the candles, and the girs went mad and dunno do wat to the birthday song. the auntie forgot to include 1 more candle, so bird is still 17 on his 18th bird day. lol. anyway, he tried to cut the cake but the plastic knife provided got stuck in the cake. almost as if the cake wanted the knife so badly. then change person. jacob became the cake cutter. cake was coffee? at least thats wat i think it is. used my hand to clear the last piece, got the nice coffee smell on my fingers now.

went to GEMS after bird day celebration. had to go NUS. crapped place. but taxi fare to NUS engineering faculty from SP is cheap. juz 4 bucks, split among 4 people. GEMS at NUS was boring. thought there would be like a rabbit undergoing operation for us to see, then in the end, its juz walking around the lab seeing slides and computer screens. boring stuff. 1 word of caution to those coming to SP. DUN TAKE TISSUE ENGINEERING FOR GEMS. u go there, every week lesson confirm wun release early, and there are damn little girls. lesser than my class!!! and there are tests. 3 good reasons not to go to that GEMS module. anyway, back to NUS. hate the journey back. no bus out to dover mrt, so we WALKED the whole way to the mrt station. can u imagine walking so damn freaking far? but things got better. the sky decided to take a piss. it rained quite abit. then went back to SP to do IDEAs. pity the bird day kid. his bird day, and he has to spend it on studies. sad day when these kind of crap happens. and yea. thats basically wat happened on my best poly friend's 18th bird day.

Labels: a jiao's bird day

ok let's see. monday i screwed up a test. today, i scrrewed up another test. my stupidity never fails to amaze ma. anyway, never had any talent in the dumb module called chemical process principles b. important module with 4 credit points, and i juz threw it away. of all the qns, i could do only a few. guess im really screwed this sem.

when i was supposed to study for the test, i was playing. study also no use. nothing went in my head anyway. today after engineering maths, decided to study after a short game. how would i know thta i would have no mood to study after 1 game? so after my 1 short game, i played another few games. lost count. restarted very often. and so i had no time to study for the test. went in for the test with my brain completely blank. for that test, i pity the lecturer marking it. if he/she can read my extra extra 'nice' handwriting i saved for blank mind occasions, i really got to salute that fucker. no one has ever read my handwriting without a headache, except a small minority. it can also be said that my drawing is as good as my handwriting. so, for some projects, im not gonna do any drawing. leave it to the drawing pro jiao. DNT for 2 years should make his drawing better?

did some thinking on my way home, and decided. i shall tell u guys why i feel so damn fucked up since the start of the 2nd sem of poly life. its all because of a girl. a girl. and those who know me during my primary and secondary school know that i rarely talk to girls. is this a miracle? dun think so. anyway, poly started for a few weeks before i started getting addicted. dunno why. during holiday break, i felt relaxed. the moment i had to come back, i juz started feeling down. since everything, every situation can be described with a song, i shall describe my situation as obviously by McFly. maybe its cos im not very good at this kinda thing?

and dun bother asking me who the girl is. people who know me well dun need me to tell them that i dun reveal much. please lah. im an anti-social bastard. u think i would publicise about her? dun be mad dudes.



ok its certified. the metal man bullet is mad. why? simple. today i had a math test. damn dumb test, but what the heck. suposed to draw the damn graph, i forgot to draw it. and my answer, instead of giving the corect one, i gave the wrong one. damn. ah well, if nothing else goes wrong, its ok. if something else goes wrong, its another paper well screwed.


dunno wats happening this week. dun feel happy ever poly restarted. this mood feels like it will be staying with me for a long time.


lots of tests to study for, and no time at all for them. or for my case, no mood at all for studying. something is wrong somewhere. shit lah. went to schol late. glad i was late. met up with an old friend of mine. havent seen him for ages. crapped a little. had a little fun. just like the old days.



started the damn day badly. didn't sleep until 6am. was too busy thinking. never even replied mj. he was like nudging me constantly? well, woke up around 8++ to go poly do excel.

1st. why do we need to learn MS excel? wat has it got to do with chemical engineers?
2nd. why does excel ask us to compare things that fluctuate? there would be no definite answers.

damn this module lah. juz like ideas. watever work they give, u will never know wat those fucked up lecturers want. u done with the powerpoint slides, they fucking tell u its wrong. then next week come back do again. super wtf. and for ideas, we have to do an A1 size poster or wat on some slide. why the fuck do we need to do that? its not as if we're gonna get the capital to design out products for sale and advertisement right?

anyway, fuck care studies, i found the NS registration letter. it bloody hell wasn't in my room. was hidden under a pile of crap letters. and my mom told me she dumped it on my table. shit those adults that never check lah.

got to go play some game to prevent me from studying during the weekends. otherwise, it would be a perfect waste of another weekend.

found this picture from dunno where. i think it applies to most people only. i know i wun get sick from rain. this is the sick season. people are falling sick all over after recovering from december's spell of sickness. dun fall sick people. exams coming.




woke up late for lesson today. woke up when lesson was into 30 mins. then felt like sleeping but saw bert's message. then next was kelvin's message. all those good, well-behaved kids in school. yea right. as if they are well-behaved. went to school to nearly fall asleep. class was boring. the notes were more than sufficient to cover the topic. dun even need the lecture. then went to play game at stone tables. not very nice. very hot there. perspire like siao. game finish went to study for next tuesday's test. that test, dun study, will die like mad. 1st test of that module i already fail, dun study = looking for trouble. so studied for around 45 mins. very little right? i also think so. but brain cannot absorb so much info. will die from overloading. boring day today, and not fun at all. hope that tomorrow when i go do project, it will be more fun.

went through my playlists in the evening, found the song that best describes me. will dump the lyrics here.

the song : time is running out by muse. (this came from their album absolution)

I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
That you've created

You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

You will be the death of me
You will be the death of me

Bury itI won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder
time is running out

Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation

You will squeeze the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Oh

You will suck the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Oh

there u go. the link to this great song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aaNfQCqclW4



today was almost similar as yesterday. didn't feel sociable. dunno why. 2nd day in a row le. i feel so weird. out of a sudden, dun feel like crapping, only feel like being quiet. maybe i should be like this more often? i only know it gives me more time to think. thats all. watever. heck care me. today got back engineering maths results. although i felt that i screwed it up when i was doing it, i actually didn't. wow. thats a real miracle. and i got 94%. another miracle. none of my other modules have this kind of mark. even IOC also lose. wow. then, ITM test today, really screwed it up. studied too little. too many reports. dun those fucking lecturers get sick of marking the same things over and over? they are either mentally sick, or they really got too much time on their hands. after the hyper period from eng maths, fell back to being quiet. dunno why, quiet for abit, feel happier. i must be going mad.



woke up today feeling very much fucked. probably leftovers from the previous day? anyway, went to school to do some dumb report, and study for a totally useless module, ITM. those who are in my class should know wat a fucked up module it is, and how many people hate it. dun feel sociable today, then went to get drinks, jiao called me emo. is it that bad? im juz unsociable only. and its for wat? maximum 2 to 3 days? watever. can't be bothered with wat other ppl think. especially best friends. my way of thinking would cause problems only. found a really nice song. wonder if anyone has it. its the 'you and me song' by the wannadies. send me if u have will you?

dun need find le. got it from jamie. many many thanks to u jamie.



alright. today 1st day of new year, spent it with sec sch friends. for around 1hr 30 mins of the 1st day? anyway, the countdown at habourfront. quiet. but good. more peaceful than vivo 3rd floor. thatone, 1 small firework = 1 whole min of screaming. i wonder if all singaporeans are like that. if they are, i'll rather not be a singaporean. no sane person would scream for fireworks. it was as if they never seen fireworks before. pls lah. national day somehow will have firework de lah. and mj, dun say i ps u. i told u to find su ern liao. is u ownself never ask de.

AVP 2 out le. wanna go see with friends, but hard to arrange timing with them. 2 poly ppl, 1 1st 3 week person, and 1 slacker at home who dun wanna find job. hard to arrange time with all except the slacker. btw, the slacker is mj. found some pics in my phone, decided to dump them here


this is the 1st pic of 2008,


and this is the last pic of 2007

all these are self-timered shots

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