yesterday was the last day of school. for the 1st half of my 3rd semester. and how did i celebrate it? i drank alot. and crapped in 2 mass convs.

1) jamie and gilbert. these 2. very nonsence. can make me into mario's big bullet. lol.
2) su ern, ming jun and kelvin. these 3 together. 2 high kids, and 2 tired kids. tired ones are me
and mj. su ern and kelvin are the high kids. jeez. and now they're conducting round 4. omg. lol

250 mL of brandy like that disappear into my stomach. mmmmm. tasty! too bad there's no meat. or else it would be complete. sigh. in class, few people drink like me. even gilbert doesn't drink that much a day. i think im sick or wat. either that, or i've gone crazy. wither one sounds good right now. sianded. tomorrow need wake up early to go breakfast. sigh



woke up freaking late today. missed a class. watever. too tired to wake up. mom probably tried. and i probably did wake up. just fell back to sleep almost immediately. went to 2nd class instead. stupid lecture. boring as usual,with more crap than usual. wished i was back home in my bed. but if i didnt go for lessons, i would be screwed by the stupid teacher, who calls kelvin in a way that makes u shiver. brrrr.

after class, went pooling with some people. namely, kelvin, kai sheng, jie sheng and wang shou. wee chuan came. but left quite soon for watever reasons. sing long never come cos he tired. i realised that i and kie sheng make a good team against wang shou. 3 consecutive wins from 2 noobs against someone more pro than us. lol.

thanks has to be given to my 2 best friends for treating me today. birdy for the watermelon chupa chups, and kelvin for the pool. sucks to be broke man



been going home late these few days. going to go home late tomorrow also. gonna finally start on my HT assignment. suck cock assignment. ask us find shit on boiling that the internet has damn little info on. sigh.

have been daydreaming alot. falling back on studies. should study. got no heart to study. everytime study, head will pain, mouth will itchy and ear needs to be plugged. sian seh. someone help me study leh. sucks man. zzz. stupid MSTs coming up, formal report needs to be done in 1st week, 3 reports and PU assignment. work piled upon work, piled upon work. sigh.

guess this week is the most stress filled, tiredness filled and anger filled week. shall make this week a public holiday for me!



got this vid link mj, who get it from who i dunno.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yp_JEbL7vvg&feature=related

best thing i ever seen. for those who dun understand chinese, its about the sichuan earthquake. damn good video. a china girl fucking her own country's people, saying that they are too attention seeking. my chinese not good. but i can at least understand wat she is saying, and i will support her. lol. go hear ir. duno chinese too bad. i cannot help u.

screwed part of PI pract today. valve not supposed to open, i go open while trying to check if its closed. totally fucked. the super high pitch gas that come out. superbly wtf. loud and clear. just nice if u wanna get deaf. and i got tired doing PI pract. easy PI pract. wtf. and there's jap test tomorrow. screwed, screwed and screwed. shall not bring laptop tomorrow.



ok today was wrong. totally wrong. went to fma. dumb lesson, dumb teacher, tell me put leg down cos i not girl, nothing show, if want put up, shave leg 1st. knn. fucked up seh. i mean. come on. ur paid to teach. not fuck students about their leg hair right? at least it made some laughter for everyone. and after the lesson, bird kicked(?) my laptop. immediate reaction. my hand go to his jaw or neck. dun remember. hope he doesn't suffer. well, that shows my anger management still sucks. went to PI. nothing to do there again. went to ht. ht as usual, alot of shit. PU. super easy. close eye also can do. no worries i think. unless they cbcb want full name of system. which my memory cannot tahan. PU for 1 reason today sucked. hafiz went smoke. the girls thought he was smelly. and i was just suay wearing collared shirt. they sprayed chit's deo onto my neck. then i raise the collar up, thought cannot spray liao. wrong. yl pull my collar and spray. then its like i become air freshener lah. knn. they want flower smell just pull my collar and flap it 2 to 3 times. like wtf lah. zzz. smell lasted all the way home sia. and its not just in PU that they spray seh. BIA they also go spray. sianed sia. alot of people kena. shall bring my spray tomorrow. then it would be REVENGE!



ahhhh. sunday. always the most fucked up day of the week. couldn't sleep until 4am ++. was drinking/eating/watching LOTR3. best part is, i havent finished seeing it. and the brandy. almost 1 quarter gone. sian. and i ate a whole packet of crackers. in 2 to 3 hrs. shit. there goes my jian fei hope. and now, monday got 2 fucked up lessons. HTE and FMA. shit shit and more shit. year 2 seriously sucks. zzz. now got BIA formal report, HT assignment. yea. sucks.



and it finally rained today. light rain to me. sky was quite bright. rain more. more and more and more. pls let it rain until singapore floods over. that would be damn good. zzz.



FMA sucks! really sucks. same placing as heat transfer. shitty explaination after lab. and that screws up the whole damn pract. year 1 practs were more...fun. seriously. now pract work is shit. reports need lots of crap in it. too much nonsence. and the diagrams. we havent even learnt how the fuck to read those diagrams and we're chucked with them to do pract work. if we screw up, it means wat? we suck at reading diagrams we weren't taught? what the fuck is wrong with these damn lecturers man. fucked up seh. hate poly now. only good thing is just no chinese. thats all. the rest all sucks. going back to fucked up reports



finally. after 2 weeks of not drinking some alcohol, alcohol is back in my system. vodka was finished last week. okok i left out the beer, since its just 5%. ahhh the rush of alcohol. seems that my blood almost always has alcohol. weird, seeing that my family does not encourage drinking eh?

another wonderful thing about my parents. they can buy alcohol in 1992, and keep it all the way until now. and thats my 2nd bottle of brandy. my 1st 3 bottles of vodka were never kept more than 6 months. and they kept corked bottles for more than 10 years. wow. except for the chivas that im gonna keep for damn long, i think that none of my alcohol is gonna be kept more than 3 years, max



when anger management goes down, many things happen. tolerance level drops, happiness drops, raging increases. its not good to lose control of your temper. its bad for health. and u get a fucking headache. pained



my temper is getting worse. do not irritate me unnecessarily anyone. any, and everyone. i seem to have lost my control of temper. any provoking i do not ike, i will either leave, or i will blast. watch out everyone



okok i deserve to die. yesterday, stessed over stupid BIA pract qn. then in the end i never bring the data graph. let everyone stres for nothing. sigh. for BIA practs, its either i remember to bring labcoat, forget to bring datasheet, or i bring datasheet, forget to bring labcoat. sucks man. zzz. wat to do? memory bad sia. but gems was funny. mr botak was talking to himself, and thinking that we were listening to him. lol. nobody was freaking listening lah. everyone was sleeping, talking, and doing watever they wanted. lol



sentosa beach sand is not hot. when u keep moving. stand in 1 spot for too long, ur feet will KO. supposed to meet at habourfront at 10.30, but kena pushed until 11.40. then went sentosa. go the beach ar, see everyone muscle here and there, i dun dare go sai tai yang lor. so pai seh. then we played cards until sian. then went for lunch. lunch was lousy. 7-11 sells sucky nasi lemak. after that, we went into the sea. i saw a jellyfish! so small, it doesn't even look as if it could sting me. but i dun dare touch also. eat the dead ones, run from the live ones. hahaha. after that, went cycling. at first it was ok. then all the uphill things, si buay dulan. make me tired only. should make lift for bicycle lor. lol. then went pass the kayak storage area, saw 2 chio bu talking to an old man. knn the old man ar. chee ko peh sia. lol. then went around a loop, on the way back, the old man talking to 3 chio bus. wth. like the other one appear out of nowhere. lol. then, the stupid tree branch. i am going t0o start hating trees from now on. trees are detrimental to cyclists. if the path was normal, no fucking stupid tree root blocking my way, my toe wouldn't get hurt. na bei. pain like fuck when u ram into a tree root can?

cycle liao the others wanted to go back to water. so since i tired, i stay at the beach suntan. at 1st i roll up sleeve nia. still paiseh lah. all around everyone really fit lor. sigh. then, like FINALLY, 1 fatty took of his shirt. then i dare take out mine to suntan the back sia. then suntan also no use. no change de. sucks man. then the girls came out of water around 4.27? they went bathe. 6 pm then they called to say they finish bathing. zzz. then we walk go toilet bathe. im proud to say im the fastest guy. lol. and ky met a gay in the bathing area. hahaha.

went out of sentosa. im also proud to say that im dumb. sentosa card used for entry and exit, i put in my pocket. then when need to go train, the thing like kiam chai. need those ppl to tap for me then i can pass. we went BK for dinner after much discussion. after BK, we went giant get some alcohol. owen shared a large bottle of beer with me. 10 bucks. half half. nice beer. but the brand is i dunno wat. lol. finally finished my 3rd bottle of absolut vodka. mixed 2 types of breezer, beer, and some vodka mix. tasted like fruit punch. zzz the girls got excuse for red faces. cos they suntan until face super red. early christmas sia. all the red noses. hahaha.

and thanks to ky. for the byakuya. FINALLY!



today is my grandfatehr's bday. after cca, went tiong sit car to raffles town club. zzz. expensive place. food not too great. sat outside the movie screening after dinner, doing sec 2 maths cos i was too bored. tomorrow going sentosa. 3 dollars gonna be wasted. sigh. lol.

su ern ar. just 1 outing to sentosa u can get excited. nice one lah. lol. i think u too stressed liao le



being the peacekeeper is bad. bad for entertainment. but good. cos i got a punching bag! sometimes, i wish i can be a back seat guy. control the people around. woo. like those army guys in war. this ship goes here, that ship goes there. like playing chess. move this guy here, sacrifice that. blah blah blah. it would be interesting, and highly entertaining. pity i can't do that. almost everyone's my good friend now.

nothing much happened this week. boring week i would say. and today is the most fucked up day of the week. PU was ok. nothing wrong. until HT. that is the fucked up class. if a class sits together, is it wrong? if someone isnt doing anything wrong, is it correct to drag him from the middle all the way to the front? i should have asked the fucking bitch why i had to go down when i did nothing. zzz. guess its either i sick of her, can't be bothered, or i forgot to do it. damn it lor. now i know why so many ppl fail HT. wats more is that other lecturers give breaks. all her lesons are 2 hrs, and she can talk for 2 hrs straight. pls lah. talk until so boring, then no break. obviously everyone's attention elsewhere right? look at the same thing for 2 hr is killing people's brain cells lor. fucked up seh. its cos of a bitch like her that teaches the subject that makes people NOT wanna learn. just the simple sight, or sound of her, i would turn 180 degrees and run ASAP. thats out of class. in class, i have no choice.

argh. got report to do already. and pbl. schooling sucks.



ahhh went pool today. 8 ppl. me (obviously), jiao, zb, ks, wc, donald, ws and js. zzz. kelvin didnt come cos of pract thingys. then kena psed. so 8 ppl after 12pm went pooling. pooled for 3 hrs+. learnt some stuff. very long never play liao. from lousy become very lousy.

then go home. do nothing. then now waiting for disney to dl finish, and blackboard to finish lagging. zzz. boring



today is a shitty day. woke up ina bad mood, brought bad mood along with me all the way. saturday was the same. but after archery practice, and meeting wilson, its hard to keep the bad mood u see. only insch can the bad mood be fully appreciated. ming jun and wilson. 2 out of 3 ppl that can cheer me up. kelvin? bird? nah. those 2 only pei me nia. they got no power. lol.

okok today, was su yee'sbday. who su yee is? she's one of the many classmates that i rarely talk to. lol. well, brought absolut pear to sch mainly for celebration. how would i know that i would be drinking more in class than during the celebration. drink vodka almost like water. bottle was almost full when i went out. when i came back, more than half the bottle was gone. hafiz took a capful. kelvin shared green tea with vodka with me. he drink little bit only. then teri. she also drink straight. karen smell the vodka only. cos she had to eat medicine. yl drank? i dunno. never see. ehhh, suern drank half a cap, su yee drank half a cap, xin jie drank abit, yf never touch, ky drink abit. everyone drink abit only. then me? i drink like water. but not drunk leh. heh. must be one of the pathetically few inherited good genes i got.

anyway, this week seems to be damn free. lots of cancelled lessons, and a long holiday starting on friday. after 12, its holiday until tuesday morning. great weekend ahead i would like to think. ky if u ever come here, faster organise watever it is. go out. somewhere. and i want my byakuya!



saturday was 1st archery training. boring. camp i wore all black. black shirt, black pants, black slippers. saturday, i went all white. white shirt, whirt pants n white shoes. complete opposites. training was slack. loads of free time. then after training, went to mj's house for bbq. his grandma's bday, and he invited us there. us is me, kaiting n joey. wilson was late. the 2 girls were my sec 1 & 2 classmates. never talk to them much de. as usual, mj psed me to talk with the girls, leaving his sister to try entertain me while i was watching tennis match. lol. throughout the dinner, mj's father kept spamming pictures. lots and lots of pictures. hate taking pictures. purposely hid or turned away from camera.

then after mj's relatives all went home, wilson and i stayed overnight. obviously the girls went home. watched doom from 10 to 12, then scary movie 2, austin powers halfway watching i slept. 3 ppl demolished 1 large pack of ruffles pretty quick. and 1 coffee pot of milo. cold of course. about like 10 to 15 mins we demolished the whole pack? then sleep until 9 am. saturday body auto alarm. 9 am sure wake up. wake up liao then watch avp n avp 2. both fast forwarded. then went grandma's house for lunch. eat le sleep, then forget do wat liao. then come home lor. tired. very tired. sigh



yes yes. the metalmanbullet is damn fucking lucky. either that, or he really walks fast. after gaming session with wee chuan (wee wee), went to take bus home. phone fucking dropped out of myy pocket. i realised it after 2 stops. bus driver didn't stop after 3rd stop, and i had to run. RUN. 4 freaking, fucking bus stops to get back to the mrt station. zzz. lucky my phone still there. met thondres on the way. lucky he help me confirm no asshole took my phone. cos still ringing until got voicemail. lol.

went home, finished brandy, opened vodka. from 9+ i have been drinking. now its 10.37. and im not drunk. head WAS wobbly. but continued. and it became clear! now have to do PI. sian ji pua sia. sigh



su ern bullied me today. she made me walk al the way to the vietnamese restaurant, juz to meet her, yf and jong long(? dunno who that lah). then after siting down and talking, we all walk to bus stop. then, yf and jong long ps us. then, su ern told me to prepare all mondays. cos she monday very de wu eng. so can come sp every monday. well done lah. got extra exercise every monday liao. lol



yes im tired. very tired. previous 3 days spent at camp was not good for sleep. 1st night, i went to sleep early, mj was still beside me. when i woke up, FUCK. I'M NEXT TO A GIRL. that was the most effective wake up call i think. especially at 6 am. or was it 6.30? forget liao. anyway, yesterday was night walk. night walk was good. i got a shield! walk anywhere suspicious, mj goes before me. hahaha. everything he tio. well, almost. cos mainly we were too tired. we slept before walking, and after walking. sleep ar, when wake up, happen again. i go to sleep with nobody near me, except the 3 guys. when i woke up, a girl was at my head that area. another great wake up call. well done. archery is good for the arms? and for getting tanned? lol i dunno. all i know is i get to shoot stuff. and thats good enough. all the anger goes out. camp basically was, flour, water and lots of waiting. oh yea. lots of sweat as well. the sun. freaking hot. can cook egg sia. i think 8 to 10 mins can eat sunny side up eggs. night walk, got cat. freaking lame. then got ppl hidding here and there. and 1 was sleeping. walk pass him and laughed. mj said hi to the sleeper. and i was like, dun be stupid dude. he cant hear u. lol. they took pics at end of camp. but i forgot the site for the archery thingy, so yea. long long time before pics will be up. maybe i wun even put them up yea?



ok the metalmanbullet will maintain internet silence for 3 days, starting from today. which means i'll be back on sunday. dunno wat time. have fun spamming ppl



seriously, i feel like killing my family. they suck. they all suck. if there only was a family exchanger, i would swop them away. depends on wat family i get in return 1st

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