working late these few days to avoid going msn so early. why? i myself dunno. maybe its cos i need the money, maybe its cos i dun wanna see some people, or even maybe i juz dun wanna be disturbed. work yesterday was tiring. tiring but great. didn't know singapore police force got so many chio bu in it. during work can see so many chio bu, but still not attracted to them leh. see le. same same leh. no reaction de. guess im not normal anymore



not feeling bloody good. results were damn bad. how bad, not gonna say. juz. almost everyone did better than me. bloody disappointed. now work i dun have mood already. new mask ready to be up soon.

what you want, you can never have. life makes it so that you get only the things near it, but never it. this is most probably why most people cannot find happiness, or are faking happiness. i think life is a fucked up game. life cheats so that people get screwed up badly. life sucks.



work yesterday was more fun then the usual dinners. was a wedding instead of company dinner. so means got alot of things to do. work around the tables, can see so many chio bu de. wedding everyone go make up here and there like mad. some look like ghost. the amount of makeup they apply, its amazing it doesn't drop off their face. and those old men. they are either mad or mad. brandy all night long. 2 bottles of martell gone. poof. juz like that. was paired with a girl for work. alvin and lewis kena guys as partners. lol. the girl and her friend not chio but cute. dunn how explain. must see urself to know that kind lah.

think 2 days without work le. today and tomorrow. means can go PLAY!!! lol. need go service laptop soon. maybe later? the class seems so dead now. everyone working like siao, no time go out le. this is so boring. no ppl play with le. its either exams, schooling, work or going overseas. jeez. why ha everyone got no more time for playing??? such an important thing to do and people can forget. sigh. lol.

didn't sleep in the morning. thinking of fucked up thoughts. wanna know? DUN TELL U. lol. my fucked up thoughts are my fucked up thoughts. no other reason. dun wanna stress other ppl over small personal craziness u see. lol

special apologies to mj. was pissed off when i replied u, so i think u also got pissed. sorry bout it



went out today. outing was dunno for wat reasons.but it wasn't a class outing. 6 ppl went, and 5 are from dche. so, definitely not a class outing. everyone seems to be busy anyway. went cafe cartel for lunch. the rest ate set meals. cheap but not filling. i ate the st louis ribs. damn nice. easier to eat than the pork chops. the pork chops, eat until the bone portion, cannot eat le. ribs can clear the whole rack and juz leave bones. lol. eat le went bugis. 1st time i played arcade. never liked arcades since young. thought they sucked. still think so. wasted 2 bucks there. very fast finish.

recently, so many people blog cited religious stuff. dunno why, i from young also hated religions. when brought into temples, churches, watever, i juz dun feel at home. these people preach so many things, but i juz feel that believing in yourself is the most important. before u even believe in watever god u may pray to. if u do not have self believe, forget about praying. still believe theres no god. simple reason. if theres a god, the world would be a much better place. no terrorists, no war, no famine, no watever. however, these problems still surface. so until 1 day when i personally witness a mircle, i will not believe in any gods. well, except in games lah. gaming world, god important. lol. and dun fucking try to get me into any religion. those people on the streets. asking passersby to join whichever religion. i have always ignored those people. simply because i think they are fucking irritating. if i wanna join, i dun even need them. right? and please dun say im anti religion. i juz do not believe in it.



let's see. 1st day of work abit hard. 2nd day of work slack. 3rd day of work slacker. now 4th day of woek, slackest yet. ppl work, is get harder and harder. i work, is get slacker and slacker. LOL. anyway, today did banquet at sentosa. damn freaking easy, and i koped food. hahaha. nice prawns, abalone and chicken. met a stupid guy however. my friend and i kope some beer, some old fuck go report us. then we work 7 hrs nia. its like. pls lor. beer nia. where will drunk de? not as if i drank wat? 30 bottles? wtf. 1 sip then go complain. such fuckers exist in singapore? hard to believe. otherwise can work at least 2 more. knn. and we were totally not tired. normally, banquet damn tiring. everyone running like mad ppl. today is walk here and there and talking all around. at least the manager was nice. juz told my friend and i to sign out. he didn't even minus off our dinner break. ncie guy. go sentosa golf club next time u want work. banquet department. super nice guys there. except a fucker. that fucker, only a stupid cleaner. knn. ah well watever. it was fun anyway.



sentosa work, only got 2 words describe nia. DAMN SLACK. i go there, walk around, carry some things, take cloth wipe stuff, can earn some cash. 9 am at sentosa golf club start work, i 11am go lunch. then, lunch le slack until 12.30pm until some guy bring me to dunno where, then work until 2.45pm when the manager all those 'big' ppl gone to get stuff, i went slacking. did nothing, except eat the nuts provided for the function. great time waster. then the big shots came back around 3.45pm, told me to rest. then sleep for 1 hr, kena woken up. for dinner. LOL. 4pm to 5 pm = sleeping time, which also means 1 free hr of money. oh and whoever wants to work at sentosa golf club, better go. the ppl there are damn fun to be around, and the food. never have i seen ppl serving employees salmon for lunch. not even in meritus mandarin. so yea. good food. better still if u serving buffet there. the food u can eat when the ppl go, and the food will still be hot. its damn good. of the 3 days i have been working, today was the slackest, and the longest. but, my legs did not hurt as much. dunno why. 11 hrs. wooo. 12 hrs of wearing the stupid shoes. kenaed blister.

got so bo liao during the 1 hr free pay break, took a stupid pic of the uniform given. dumbest and ugliest shit i've ever seen. but yea. slack is good. lol.




worked at suntec today. very very slack. free 42 bucks for 7 hrs of walking around. actually, its 6.5 hrs. 30 mins break not included, but got free money. who cares man. free lunch, free money, pain leg and wasted time only. tomorrow, sentosa. woo. so near for me. hahaha. hope its free money again. sentosa's golf club. sounds damn ex sia the place. hope i dun get asked to get golf balls. lol



zzz. yesterday 1st day as a waiter. lots and lots of chinese nationals and malaysians. jeez. its either high pitch, fast, irrecognisable chinese, or totally cantonese. why can't they hire singaporeans instead? easier to understand wor. at least some chinese national students quite friendly. some leh, rude like fuck. think they boss. take food means everyone else must siam. how i wish i could say 'go fuck urself. asshole' in front of those customers. but, sure cannot de. so, best is ignore those kinda bastards. for those who have never been a banquet waiter, pls pls pls do not be one. i can seriously say its stressful. my arms are fucking aching. want to be waiter, do for other things like buffet, but not banquet. the drinks only ar, enough to kill the arms. if u have to serve food also, GG. the plates are damn freaking heavy lah. serving plates, spoons, watever. i juz know each course is damn heavy. especially the soup and desserts. those 2 are the heavyweights of most dinners lah. only got 1 plate win those 2. the VIP table yusheng plate. shouldn't even be called a plate. its so damn freaking big, i think if filled with white rice, can feed 3 to 4 cher youngs. and that saying alot. then the guests. freaking wasteful. those hard liqour cannot finish, all leave there let us throw away. then the manager in kitchen supervising, cannot kope. sigh. ah well. watever. i got a paid workout anyway. lol. legs also aching. try wearing business shoes that elevate u 4 cm for minimum 6.5 hrs. no sitting down. mostly running around like a mad man on a slippery floor. try that, and tell me if ur leg hurts. knn. today went mj house again. wilson never come so no swimming pool. juz computer all day long.

stupid kelvin. ask u collect game with me u never. pang seh me again. u and bert ar, always pang seh me. u 2 should have been best friends lor. then can schedule when and where pang seh me lah. LOL. joking nia ar. u 2 dun angry ar



woooooo. tomorrow going work. money money money. stupid laptop. want play game also dun let me. lag until move also difficult. need go reformat soon le. sian. means 6 hrs at sp configurating the network, blah blah blah. maybe i'll juz ask jie sheng wat to do? since he done before. stupid mosquito in my room. irritate me for 2 nights liao. and i still haven't caught it. damn it to hell. hope all mosquitoes burn in hell. of all the things to be extinct, why can't mosquitoes be one of them? let the dinosaurs live man. kill those stupid pests. 1 day i might juz spray 1 whole can of insecticide in my room. stupid pests. hmmm. or i might juz start rearing frogs. lol.



went to eat today. with lets see. zhi bin, casandra and kelvin. 4 ppl at sakae can eat 80 bucks for buffet. lol. we ordered so many things not in the buffet menu, then add add add, become 80 bucks. now cannot go sakae liao. last time with peng liang and vivian can eat for 3 hrs lah. now? 30 mins cannot le. after 30 mins, eat like, 1 piece of fish every minutes. damn slow. from hot fish, become cold fish. lol.

this is boring. i copy other people blog, other people copy mine. like chain reaction. 1 person kena hit, bang the next one also fall. lol. go this link. http://youtube.com/watch?v=T5fe6nZx6cw
hear the song and watch as the domino blocks fall. favourite part is where the mannequin head kena chopped off. absolutely funny. damn pro of them as well, and shows that their time alot. lol.



see so many ppl put, and i bo liao, nothing to do, the thingy below was done to kill time.
think its not very true anyway. watever.

What Terence Means

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

went overnight for the 1st time in my whole bloody life. this shows how much i sucked. went mj house at 9pm? or more. i dunno. then his relatives all there i n peng liang dunno wat to say. we juz stuck around and played on my laptop. 2 desktops, and neither can connect to my laptop to play. played cards and com all the way until 7.30am when we were all too tired to continue. then at 11.30am, got a wake up call from peng liang. he needed go dunno wat. and im still sleep deprived. watever. gonna sleep until late le. tomorrow still maybe need work. sian lor



day 2 of angbao collection. today got S$192. so add that to my 208, thats S$400? should be bah. if my maths not wrong. heehee. NOT gonna spend any. save save save. need pay debts. sian. lets see. nothing happened today. juz collect money nia.



ahhhhh...1st day of new year, rich already. angbao money from relatives on dad's side, already S$108. add on the 50 bucks my grandma gave yesterday, its S$158. add the 50 my parents give, thats, S$208 already. nice nice. and thats juz my dad's side. haven't gone mom's side. tomorrow go collect somemore cash. wooooo. today, eat scallop again. but got chicken duck, blah blah blah. and yusheng. every year toss, i dun seem to grow taller leh. fake one lah. walao. lol. mahjonged today. tomorrow gonna mahjong again. learn more tricks. then can bluff people next time le. lol.



went reunion dinnering. my laptop finally had minimum 5 hrs rest. hmmm. went cousin house for reunion dinner. went there see tv nia. mahjong full house. never join. dinner got SUCKLING PIG. damn nice. the pig. so crispy. so nice. so sinful. ate alot of pig. gonna be fat. hmmm. this time round, no abalone. got prawn, scallop, scallop and more scallop. very nice though. probably didn't touch the prawns. busy eating suckling pig and scallops. rice also changed. last time white rice nia. now got yam rice also.

before i went cousin house, had to go get grandma. grandma today rich. open wallet, take 2 S$50 bucks note from 1 thick stack in her wallet, give to me and my sis. she give that time, she said 'ahmah wu lui'. for those who dun understand hokkien, it means, grandma got money. its like wow. for no reason, 50 bucks. no joke wor. and that means. IM NOW RICHER. NO NEED SAVE SO MUCH LE. WOOOOOOOO. lol. okok not so exaggerated lah. this juz means i no need go budget alot le. yes!!! hope the 50 bucks will last me for a long time...



zzz. slept pretty little today. ah well watever. went to dinner with friends. reach city hall at 6pm. i was late. think shouldn't sleep so 'early' next few days. of all the palces to go, we went cafe cartel. the bill for 5 ppl, was S$61.85. GST included. was on budget, so bo pian. have to share dinner with su ern. and yifan the best. fries give us all. power lah he. zzz. wasted S$3.65 on a pack of cards i could have brought from home, and 2 bucks on bacardi breezer. breezer gone like in afew mins. saw some fireworks when playing cards. nice fireworks, although some were repeated like mad. as if government too much money, spam 1 type nia. and same thing happened. singaporeans DO act as if they NEVER seen fireworks before. almost everyone screaming. as if atomic bomb in singapore for roadshow like that. mad ppl i tell u. smokers everywhere also. damn those smokers. almost couldn't breathe from the stink. SCREW ALL SMOKERS WHO SMOKE NEAR ME. hmmm bus ride home uneventful. lucky got song listen to. otherwise, see sleeping chio bu only will die sia. lol



hmm...realised exams are over and i haven't done any slacking. juz play and play and play. even blog never touch. haven't even been sleeping. these days, i sleep at 5 am, wake up at 10 am. where will there be time to sleep? with all the fun games. lol. want to play more. left this week to play. next week, work gonna start. so sian. work = waiter at watever hotel they send u. pay juz 5.50/hr. but its good enough when i got working friends with me.

think here and there, still come to the same conclusion. cold war in my class will continue. so many fractions. the last cold war, only got allied and soviet. now got sooo many. and me? i think i'll be neutral party. talk to everyone. hmmm this way, i can be peacekeeper. LOL. like that, if got fight, walk in and say 'alright kids. stop fighting.' LOL. that would make me the next target instead wor! lol. seriously. this class rocks, but got too many fractions. add together then will become whole number. now lack super glue. all used up le. these few months. super glue shortage. lol. ppl everywhere spamming super glue. now all the shops put O.O.S. (out of stock). lol.

another fucked up thought. wat will happen in sem 2 with all the super hard modules? i think really cannot slack le. slack ar, sure die lor. there goes my crap, my slack and my sleep. all the important things gone. NOOOOOOOO...sucks man. need study from now le. hope to hell i dun screw it up like this sem. sigh. of all the unis here, i only wanna go NUS. the rest, not so appealing to me. and now, chances dropped le. grades not good le. KOed. lol.

Terence
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