Monday, June 30, 2008
MST week was hell. except for thursday and friday. well, half of thursday and the whole of friday. 3 and a half wasted days doing the dumb MSTs. probably failed most of them. since i wasn't in singapore studying the week before. the only time i studied anything, was 1 day before the stupid MST.
slept badly these few days. probably due to the fact that i've been gaming until early morning. morning means 4am. thats roughlythe time i sleep on thursday, friday and saturday. on sunday, after 2 and a half days of gaming, sunday was probably the time to start on my formal report. formal report in 1 day. i can't even believe myself. i probably dinished it because of karen, wang shuo and sing long. karen sent me her report, and the 2 dudes taught me some theory. other ppl not gonna thank. mostly cos they most probably not gonna read this shit.
everyone i know doesn't go home alone the whole journey. everyone except me. sometimes i meet a familiar face here and there, blah blah blah, but mostly, its just me and my music. everyone has someone to crap with. i dun. last time it was always me, kimmao and mj together at the foot of the bridge. the difference now? not much. walk with either the guys or the girls is the same. crap wat i want, listen to my music and occasionally add in some comment. but the ride home is always alone. thats when the cold air-con comes into the picture. thats the only great part of going home alone. that. and my music. and me. it sucks. anyone that has gone home and/or to school alone, u have my sympathies. the feeling really, really really sucks. to the core. all the way.
weather now's summer. summer sucks too. hot, humid and sleep conditions. if there was only 1 season in the world, i would want it to be winter. then everything would be cool, gonna be dark. that would really be good. then, when i wanna hide, no one will be able to find me. wouldn't that be great? absolutely great.
Fired From The Gun@6/30/2008 09:01:00 PM
