Tuesday, July 22, 2008
woke up almost late today. went to GEMs lesson thinking got skit to do. then postpone to next week. i hate skits. i fucking hate skits. u have to act in front of so many ppl. it simply sucks. its ok to act in front of other ppl. BUT. as urself. not as someone ur not. now, next tuesday i need to act "zi high". something im totally not. and i need talk alot. also something im most probably not familiar with strangers. zzz. and my chivas is gone. zzz. not gonna open any of my remaining bottles. means no alcohol in my system soon, which also means, __________. zi you fa hui the blank urself. i dun need to reveal anything. ppl who know me should know what it will be.
Fired From The Gun@7/22/2008 06:04:00 PM