Monday, August 18, 2008
slept 2 hours yesterday. 5am. why? dunno. just can't sleep. but dun feel tired leh. weird. my body is damn weird. can sometimes survive without sleep, sometimes go sleep and wake up even more tired. studied BIA today. BIA is stressful/not stresful. sounds contridicting? no way. u try studying that shit. then tell me if its either. u wun be able to respond either. friday got PI. should be quite ok. just that the questions are pretty fuckedup. super dulan when u find out its done by the simplest methods. very frustrating.
and i simply hate going out. where? anywhere. cos there's a feeling of mockery everywhere. almost everything is fake. even the singaporean atheletes. by right, the singaporean team should consist of just singaporeans right? wrong. atheletes from "singapore" are foreigners. why? cos the incentive is good. very good indeed. a gold medal would earn them how much? 1M++? i dunno. dun like sports much, but i know its damn fucking good money. those foreigners could never join singapore just because they love singapore. they can say that, but we all know thats just bullshit. they are here for the money only. and the singaporean government spends so much on the atheletes. why? getting a gold is not for the money or for national honour. its for personal honour. the atheletes train. not the government. why should they be awarded such large amounts of cash? not meaning anything, but the money could be better spent in other ways. spending the money in R&D would be a good start. singapore's water resources are like shit. researching better water treatment would be better than the amount of gold medals. what can gold medals do anyway? collect dust? argh forget it. saying it here wouldn't do anything to change it. nothing would be done anyway. hate most foreigners. emphasis on MOST. do not assume anything
Fired From The Gun@8/18/2008 06:04:00 PM
