Saturday, February 14, 2009
what makes this world tick? why do we get more sian with life the longer we live? why do we not laugh anymore like kids? why do we have so many worries? why must we work hard for a piece of paper so that that said piece of paper can get us jobs that we have no interest in just for the money? why is it that people do not think before they speak? why do we all want more things when we already have so much? why do we filter out people we do not speak to for long periods? why must we do things we hate? what if nobody likes me? why do we lose interest in stuff? why do we hate things we loved as a kid? why do we act indifferent to the people we "loved" before? why do we even feel indifferent to the loss of any life? why do people get more fucked up when they become rich, when they were humble at the time when they were poor? why does everyone act paranoidly around everyone else? what if nobody cares? why do some people want to live forever, when there are people who are sick of life? why should we help those who don't even help themselves? why are we always finding for cures and answers to problems? shouldn't we be trying to relax more? why is there always dissatisfaction somehow? why does society frown upon people who act the way they like? why can't people accept other people? why must we like things that are bad for us? why do good things never sound, taste, smell, feel or look good? why must we respect our elders? or our ancestors for that matter? why do we always try to find ways to speed up life? why must we live for some time before dying? why are we even born? to show the world that we have pissed and shitted on it? why do we condemn other people? why are we so conscious of how we look? why do people not care about the privacy of others? why do we care about people when we don't care about ourselves? why can't we form a shell around ourselves and not let anyone into that shell? why do we want others to care for us? why can't we all just squat in the corner? why do we lie to people? why do we cover up for other people when there's no benefit to us? why do i help people that insult me?
the world now is much suckier than the world in the past. im not saying im perfect. in fact, im pretty imperfect. and i just cant be bothered anymore. what i am, what i do, what i conceive. these are just some of the things that i would prefer to hide. but society forces us to reveal what we want to keep secret. hatred, indifference, negligence. all these have been amplified. why is that so? if there's anything this world needs, its a reset button. and no. im not wishing for the end of this world. i just want answers. answers to all my questions. along with that, answers for semestral exams would be nice too.
Fired From The Gun@2/14/2009 11:59:00 AM
