Tuesday, March 10, 2009
monday, tired. today, tired. predicted outcome for wednesday, thursday and friday? tired, tired and tired. at least today was abit more fun than yesterday. yesterday we did line tracing. spent time walking around finding for little stuff. today, compressed air and nitro system. the only fun part is when the trainer switches on the nitro outlet. can see the pipe freeze. wipe away with glove, the glove came out super cold. if only they used the liquid nitro in the auditorium aircon. the 1st 3+ hrs before the practical are wasted in the auditorium where we all feel like sleeping. have never been this tired before. even staying overnight at ppl's houses were pretty ok. want a feel, come diploma in chemical engineering in SP. u will die there. the food there also. almost the same stuff everyday. fried chicken, fried fish, tofu, whatever. lucky their sambal chilli is good. otherwise can die eating the same stuff everytime. and the uncle. the uncle dunno how to do business sia. only think of saving money. the auntie better. got give extra de. another thing. everyone having holiday, usually is stress free right? even for attachment, there's still the pay to look forward to right? for us, we have no pay, have to study every weekday, have drawing test, mid-sem test and final test. how "nice" this holiday is.
what i know is for me to know, and for you to find out. if you can't find it out, too bad for you. i have low tolerance, no patience and a nature that roughly trusts just about nobody. if you don't like it, too bad too. there are certain exceptions i will make though. to who and at what time would be entirely up to me. sometimes, u wonder who really knows u inside out. your parents? your best friend? your classmates? or even yourself? the answer is very clear though. nobody really knows themselves inside out. and if u dunno urself inside out, whats the chance that someone else knows? the inner battles are fought with the mind. not with company. i don't have to warn you if u are treading on the thin thread called my patience. i will most probably just snap. especially if i have a splitting headache. so far, i've snapped once i think. that was when i was pretty young. haven't snapped in a long time. i wonder who would be the idiot to snap my string
Fired From The Gun@3/10/2009 09:34:00 PM
