Monday, March 02, 2009
sigh. and so my holiday of misery starts. woke up early. for what? lol i dunno. i just woke up, and cant go back to sleep. stuffing videos into ipod. stuff anime and 5 movies in. now for the 1st 4 days no need to wear contacts le. all the way in auditorium. stuck there from 8 plus to 5 daily. sian jipua. this is the 1st time after sec sch life that i have to wake up so early. this is almost pure madness. weather at 4 am is good though. lets just say that there is no need to use the fan. if only day time can be as cooling as now. although others may just say this is plain cold, i feel nothing much. maybe i grew kinda immune to cold? ahhh well. cptv is such a waste of money. other attachment have company buses to send them inside jurong island. they got food provided. they got allowance. and a high allowance too. infinite times higher than ours. their benefits far outstrips ours. and they are not even in poly. what. the. hell. ITE people studying chemical dunno what go to exxonmobil to work. that really sucks ass. why cant we go there to work as well? sometimes, what sp offers, i dun quite understand the rationale behind it. kinda nonsency all the time. what can i do anyway. so suay choose wrong course. thought can play chemical, in the end cannot. thought there would at least be allowance during itp, in the end dun have. sigh. should have gone to dcp with jie sheng. at least can play with chemicals and get paid. oh well, at least i know 6 classes are suffering with me. not gonna be free this whole damn month. gonna be freaking tired
Fired From The Gun@3/02/2009 04:45:00 AM